ever, as her long, sleek, dark hair frames her olive face and her boho-chic clothes show off her slim body to perfection. Behind her, seated at the table, is her circle of friends. They are trying to look like they are ignoring you, but itâs obvious that they are straining their ears to catch every word of the conversation. You cast a quick look around the group of girls. Any of them could be models â they all have the bored model pout, with perfect looks and figures. They look like they could be in university. Envy flares inside you, but you look back to Misha and see that her eyes are filled with the same kind of feeling youâve just had about her and her group, and your insecurity melts away. You give her a friendly smile.
âHey!â you say.
Misha sets her coffee cup down, then looks up with a shine in her eyes. âYou were great yesterday, you know? Congratulations on getting the title roleâ¦â Her Cheshire Cat smile now seems a little too wide. You pick up that her tone is overly-friendly, and realize whatâs going on. Sheâs jealous , you think. Inside, you feel a leap of joy somewhere near your stomach. Misha is actually jealous of me . How do I work this? You decide to smile casually.
âThanks,â you say. âThat means a lot to me.â You pause, then ask your question. âWhat part did you get?â
The light in Mishaâs eyes goes cold but her smile stays in place. âJulietâs nurse!â Julietâs nurse is a big part, and it means a lot of scenes with you, but itâs not exactly glamorous. You can feel the tension start to rise, and you donât want Misha to burst your bubble and make you feel guilty.
You pin a real smile on to your face and make your tone more sincere. âThatâs great! Weâll be working together loads, then?â
âYeah!â She nods. âWeâre gonna have so much fun!â
Somehow, she just doesnât convince you that the rehearsals are going to be fun for you. You smile at her and shrug. âWell, I guess Iâllââ
âWhat do you think of Romeo?â Misha bursts in. Her face shows signs of concern, but thereâs a smirk growing there too. You can tell that there is something going on. Even Mishaâs friends have given up on pretending not to listen to your conversation and are looking at you, waiting for a reaction . What didnât Reuben tell me this morning? Something is definitely up here .
You cross your arms over your chest and look across to where Reuben is standing in the queue. He will be the next person to be served, but heâll be at least another few minutes. You donât want to wait that long, even if asking Misha does give her the satisfaction of knowing something that you donât.
âI donât know,â you say curiously, deciding that you need to know now . A thought suddenly occurs to you. O h, itâs gonna be somebody really ugly, isnât it? Euwwww! No, no, no ⦠You stop inwardly wincing and pay attention. âWho is it?â
âWhat? You mean, you donât know ?â
Would I ask if I knew? âErm ⦠no, I donât. Who is it?â
Mishaâs smile of delight is quickly changed to a pitying grimace, and she tosses back her hair. â Well ââ
âHello, my dear!â Reuben shoves a cup of hot chocolate into your hand. You glare at him, but he pretends not to notice and turns back to Misha. âHi, Misha! Yes, lovely day!OK, bye-bye!â
He takes your arm to steer you past a disgruntled Misha, navigates you over to the back table, then gently pushes you down into your seat. Your eyebrows are narrowed angrily as you try to speak, but he beats you to it. He looks slightly apologetic.
âOK. Iâm sorry, Jen, I would have told you earlier, but I knew that you would shout and get seriously angry unless we were somewhere public where you couldnât