completely lose it on me. I wanted you to stay calm so that I could talk to you about this, and that you wouldnât flip out.â You scoff at his remark, but Rubes is starting to really worry you now.
âWhat do you mean, Rubes? And I donât ever âflip outâ!â you hiss.
He raises his eyebrows. âOh yeah, Jen, whatever you say. Iâll just forget about the time when Maddy wrecked your brand-new shoes and you screamed the house down, and also that time your dad couldnât make it home for your birthday partyââ
âI was nine years old!â you burst in.
Rubes raises his eyebrows. âBut if memory serves, you still made quite a sceneâ¦â
You shake your head. âWhatever. Get back to the point, boy, before I get violent.â
He stops smiling, sighs, and then looks down into his steaming mochaccino. He coughs slightly. âChrisbannersplayingromeo.â
âWhat?â you say, not hearing a word of his slurred mutter.
He casts a look around the room. Everyone is minding their own business: light-heartedly moaning to each other about coursework, gloating about their glittering social lives, or just chatting about nothing in particular. He twists his hands, watching his fingers interlock. âMaybe I should have told you in privateâ¦â he mutters.
âJust tell me !â
âChris Banner is playing Romeo.â
You stop breathing.
âChris  ⦠Banner ⦠?â you hear yourself whisper.
âSorry, Jen, but er  ⦠yeah. Chris Bannerâ¦â He trails off, leaving you to take in this new development.
Chris Banner? you think. Chris Banner? Chris Banner?!
You shoot a piercing look at your best friend, your voice shaking slightly but staying quiet. âThe Chris Banner who belongs to the Banner family? The Chris Banner whose family has argued, insulted and otherwise frozen out my own family for twenty-five years ? The Chris Banner whose coward of a father chose his job over his loyalty to his best friend? The Chris Banner whose guts I hate?!â
You say the last three words with surprising venom, your voice not sounding like your own, each syllable shaking with anger.
Reuben looks at you with pity. âYeah. The very same. What are you going to do?â
You shake your head slowly, your options racing through your mind. I could quit the play ⦠but then I wouldnât be Juliet. I wouldnât have my part ⦠and I donât want to give that slimy son of a betrayer the satisfaction of having me back out because of him. I know I can act circles around him, but can I actually be on stage with that bastard without kicking the life out of him? What do I do?
You look at Rubes, who gives you a small smile and squeezes your hand. Suddenly you donât want your hot chocolate any more. You feel sick.
What do I do? What the hell do I do?
You sit on your own in your form room, silently seething and cursing Chris Banner. You havenât spoken a word since Reuben told you about Chris being Romeo, because you donât know what will happen when you open your mouth â if you will scream with frustration or swear until you run out of colourful words. You are infuriated with Mrs Walker and Miss Phillips.
Why did they cast him? you think. Heâs a complete and utter prat at the best of times. He canât act. And heâll look like a complete idiot in Romeo-style clothes. He wonât take it seriously either.
You look around the room, glaring at every object, like itâs that thingâs fault that Chris is a complete and utter idiot. Your eyes travel across the familiar room: the film posters, groaning bookshelves that are about to fall down, the defaced tables, Mr Bowdenâs big old desk. You stare absent-mindedly at the desk. Itâs always been the same â littered with bits of paper, textbooks and pens. Your gaze falls on one particular item. It