finished. It would take no more than seven or eight sleeps. That made me sound like a toddler, but thatâs how I always counted being away from home.
âItâs going to be strange with both you and your brother gone. Iâm going to be worried.â
âThereâs nothing to be worried about,â I offered. âRemember, Steve is just going to Spain.â
âSo I should be worried about you and that mountain?â she asked.
âYou donât need to be worried about either of us. Itâs going to be a walk in the park.â
âClimbing a mountain is hardly a walk in the park,â she said.
âNo, actually it is. Kilimanjaro is in a national park. How dangerous can a park be?â I joked. She didnât laugh, so obviously she didnât think my little joke was funny.
âSteve leaves soon, right?â
âThe day after you.â My mother chuckled. âYour brother reminds me so much of your grandpa.â
âSteve? Heâs nothing like Grandpa.â
âYour grandpa mellowed with age, but think of the stories he told from when he was young. I think thatâs why the two of them never got along as well as he did with the others. Your grandpa saw too much of himself in Steve and wanted to try to change him so he wouldnât go through the same grief.â
âGrief?â I asked.
âI often wonder what all those adventures of Grandpaâs were about. I know the war was hard on him, and I wonder if he was trying to find himself,â she said.
âAnd what is Steve trying to find?â
âMaybe the same thing. Peace.â
I didnât think Steve would ever find anything except more grief. Well, at least he was an expert at finding and giving it. He was my twin brother, and I loved him, but there were times I could have killed him. We were so differentâeven physically. I towered over him and must have outweighed him by ten kilograms. I loved sports, and he had no interest in them whatsoever. History was one of his passions, and the only history I cared about was the score in yesterdayâs games.
âIâll try to keep in touch by texting you when Iâm gone. Can you keep an eye on everybody for me?â I asked. âYou knowâall the guysâto make sure they follow their tasks.â
âDonât worry, Iâm sure everybody will be fine.â She paused. âAre you going to contact Rennie?â
âThatâs what Grandpa asked us to do, so Iâll do it. Itâs just soâ¦soâ¦â
âYes, it is. I can only imagine the shock your grandfather felt when he found out he had another daughter and a seventh grandson.â
âYeah, I guess.â I didnât want to think about that right now. âI just want to make sure theyâll all be okay,â I said. âIâm a little worried about Bernie.â
âBunny will do just fine.â
â Please donât call him that,â I said.
âBunny is what he calls himself. Itâs cute.â
âIt was cute when he was four. Heâs fifteen and in high school.â
âWell, I remember somebody who used to walk around in a little tiger suit,â my mother said.
âI was three, not fifteen. How cute would it have been if I wore it to high school? And at least I wanted to be a tiger and not a bunny.â
âHe likes being called Bunny,â she said.
âIt doesnât matter what he likes. Being called Bunny is the sort of thing that gets him picked on all the time.â
âI know your aunt is grateful for the help youâve given him.â
âIâve tried. As long as Iâm there, nobody really dares to pick on him much, but next year Iâm not gonna be around. Itâs not like Spencer is going to step in.â Spencer was Bunnyâs âbigâ brother, but he wasnât very big and wasnât much less of a target than Bunny.
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