jobs.â
âMaybe, but I donât know how they sleep at night.â Momâs face is flushed.
I bite the inside of my cheek. âThis is why I want to go to Maine.â Iâm surprised by how quietly this comes out.
Mom and Dad just look at me.
âThis isnât normal,â I say.
Now Mom and Dad look at each other. I swear they have some secret mind-reading thing going on. Mom sighs, and Dad nods. Itâs not an actual conversation, but I know theyâre thinking the same thing.
âOkay, hon,â Mom says. âWeâll look into this Midcoast Academy. No promises, though. We need to learn much more about it.â
I lean over and give Mom a giant hug. I immediately know, deep down in my heart, that theyâll let me go. I try to hide my beaming smile as I think about the fact that I will soon be away from Sophie and Damon and Hollywood and paparazzi. I will soon be a student of Midcoast Academy.
I will soon be normal.
Chapter
 4Â
I GO TO school the next day but fake feeling sick, hoping everyone will leave me alone. It doesnât work.
âHow was Sarrietteâs?â Sophie asks during lunch.
âHowâd you know I was at Sarrietteâs?â I pull the lid off my bowl of fruit salad.
âThere were pictures online. Your dadâs arm was blocking most of your face, but of course I knew it was you.â
At least my face wasnât showing. My parents hate it when my picture gets out.
âSo your parents are home?â Sophie pops a piece of pineapple into her mouth.
âYeah, till Friday.â
âMaybe I can come over after school this week. We can hang out.â I stare at her. My blood boils as I look at herfake smile and her fake fingernails and the fake BFF necklace that I gave her for Christmas. I want to tell her that I know. I want to tell her that she isnât fooling me. I want to tell her that sheâs evil and rotten and mean. I want to tell her, but I donât. I do, however, notice that sheâs got lettuce in her teeth. I donât tell her that, either, and knowing that sheâs walking around with green teeth calms me down a little.
Somehow I make it through the rest of the day, and my parents are both on the deck when I get home.
âHow was school, Bea?â Dad asks. Heâs standing over a pitcher of iced tea and pours me a glass.
âNot great.â I take a sip. âDid you get a chance to look at the Midcoast Academy website?â
âYes,â Mom answers. âAnd while it looks lovely, you canât tell everything from a website. I think we need to visit. Maybe we can do that next month when Dad and I are home for a few weeks andââ
âI canât wait another month,â I interrupt her.
âItâs just a month, hon.â Mom takes my hand.
âThatâs another month Iâd have to spend at school.â Tears fill my eyes, and no matter how hard I try to suck them back into my head, itâs no use. They spill out.
âOh, hon.â Mom stands up and pulls me into a hug. âWhat is going on at school?â
I have no choice. If I never want to step foot in that school again, I know Iâve got to talk. In between sobs, I tellthem everything. I tell them about Sophie and Damon and how they think Iâm lame and boring and ugly.
âBea.â Dad takes my shoulders. âThose kids are just insecure and mean. I hope you donât believe what they said.â
I donât know what I believe. All I know is that the thought of going back to that school and seeing Sophieâs awful face makes my insides feel all twisted up.
âYou are a beautiful girl, inside and out.â Dad smiles and his eyes crinkle. âYour real friends will see that.â
âThatâs just it,â I say. âI donât have real friends here. Thatâs why I want to try something new.â
âI know, hon, but we wonât have