jumped up on the bed and curled at my feet. The thunder in Sawyerville always amazed meâit hurtled down the cloves between the mountains and exploded into the valley; according to legend, it was Rip Van Winkle bowlingâwell, he was rolling strikes Saturday night.
Sunday was another busy day and I slept even later than usual on Monday. Since the store was closed, I lingered upstairs, enjoying my coffee and some quality time with my brood (quality time with Lois meant feeding her). At the civilized hour of 11 am I called Natasha to arrange to pay her the three grand I still owed her.
There was no answer. I left a message.
A few minutes later the doorbell rang down in the store. I went downstairsâfollowed by Sputnik with Bub riding rumpâand saw Abba outside. She looked disturbed.
âSomething very sad happened,â she said.
âWhat?â
She handed me a copy of the dayâs Freeman .
local woman dies in platte clove
The body of Natasha Wolfson, 29, of Phoenicia, was discovered by a hiker on Sunday in the Devilâs Kitchen section of the upper Platte Clove. The New York State Police report no sign of foul play and have made a preliminary ruling that the death was either an accident or a suicide; an autopsy has been scheduled. Ms. Wolfson, a singer and songwriter, is the daughter of nationally known psychologists and authors Howard and Sally Wolfson.
Devilâs Kitchen is considered one of the most dangerous climbing spots in the entire state. Within the last year alone, two other hikers have fallen to their deaths. According to police, Ms. Wolfson was not wearing hiking boots.
I went a little numb with shock, and then a wave of sadness swept over me. Natasha was a good kid, she was struggling with some serious demons but she had talent, heart, and most of her life in front of her. Not anymore.
âYou okay?â Abba asked.
âYeah.â
âShe kind of got to you, didnât she?â
âIf I let every troubled, mixed-up soul who I spent a little face time with get to me, there wouldnât be any me left to get.â
Abba just stood there for a moment and then said, âAre you or arenât you going to invite me in for a cup of your so-called coffee?â
I nodded.
While I made a fresh pot of my out-of-a-can coffee she scratched Bubâs head, sending him into paroxysms of avian ecstasy. Lois kept her distanceâAbba had told Lois on more than one occasion that she had no truck with her âhaughty bullshit.â Cats are weird, I mean where do they get the nerve?
I handed Abba her cupajoe, she cocked her head and looked at me with those big amber-green eyes of hers.
â⦠Yeah, all right, she fucking got to me,â I said. âI mean she was so full of life, she had moxie ⦠she sang a little for me, a song she wrote ⦠listen to this.â I slipped Natashaâs CD into my player. Her soulful throaty voice filled the store:
Love by any other name
Would hurt the same
We sat there listening and when the song ended, Abba put down her coffee and gave me a hug. Now hugs tend to bug me, theyâre the goddamn panacea for everythingââOh, you chipped a nail, let me give you a great big hug !â âOh, an escaped mental patient slaughtered and ate your whole family, let me give you a great big hug !â But this one felt good. Mostly because it was coming from Abba.
âI know you hate these, but tough shit,â she said.
I didnât hug backâI mean there are limits.
Thank God Abba didnât do that end-of-hug squeeze thing, that really sends me up a tree. She picked up her cup and sat in a turquoise vinyl armchair that George had pronounced âkitsch chic.â
I sat behind my desk. âIâm not sure I buy that it was suicide. I know what that level of despair looks like and Natasha Wolfson was nowhere near it. In fact she was focused on the future in a way that is the clinical