reconsidering.â
I said I could picture that.
âOne night as she served dinner,â he said, âMom folded her hands and suggested we say grace. She tried to make it casual, but it came out of nowhere, man. She wouldnât have surprised us more if sheâd lifted a cheek and farted âShave and a Haircut.ââ
Gus paused. Took his time. Smiled again, looking at nothing. âIf she was hoping my dad would lead the charge and murmur sweet Norman Rockwell-isms, she miscalculated. His cheeks flared bright redâheâs Russian, in case you hadnât guessedâand he said, without moving his lips, âFine then. Feel free to say your grace.ââ
âAnd?â
âIt quickly became clear my mom was stumped. She hadnât thought it through past the initial suggestion, didnât know what to say. She steepled her hands and closed her eyes.â
I said nothing.
Gus licked his lips. When he spoke again, his voice was husky, just north of a whisper. âI guess all she could think of, grace-wise, was the Lordâs Prayer. So she said it. That was the first time I heard the whole thing, stem to stern. We said it every night at dinner, me and Mom, for the next ⦠five years? Six?â
âAnd your father?â
âNever joined in.â Long pause. âNever once, until they split up my freshman year in high school.â
âHuh,â I said.
âHuh,â Gus said. And slapped his thighs. âI should unpack. That might take damn near a minute.â
I stepped to the door. Grabbed its knob. Stood still.
âThank you,â I said. âFor telling me.â
âDe nada,â Gus hollered from the bedroom.
I left and headed west to Shrewsbury. To Charleneâs place.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
During the twenty-minute drive, I let my head go where it wanted to. Thought about Gusâs story, which led me to think about the danger he was in.
Possibility: some methed-up former Almost Homer with a grudge. Got high, lucked into a shotgun, waded into the place not knowing who or what he was going to kill. Call that the most likely scenario. It was a big part of the reason Iâd never liked halfway houses.
Possibility: the kid who got blasted, Brian Weller, was the kid who was supposed to get blasted. Itâd happened in Gusâs room, but so what? Theyâd been thick as thieves, had shared iPods and sweatshirts and God knew what else. If former-Almost-Homer-with-a-grudge had come looking for Weller, Gusâs room would be the second place he looked.
But those possibilities left out Gus.
And my job was to look after Gus.
So seize the initiative, as my buddy Randall Swale always said. Jump to the assumption that could lead to an action plan. Call it possibility three: The killer had come looking for Gus. Maybe heâd been told to hit a certain bedroom. Maybe heâd seen just enough of Weller to confuse him with Gus.
The thought chain had lodged something in my head.
Randall.
My parole officerâs son. We met a while back. He helps me out here and there. Former army, knows what heâs doing.
Randall was big on seizing the initiative, big on confirmed information, not so big on assumptions.
So get his help confirming some infoâor not.
I called his cell. Voice mail. Sketched out what I was after: Brian Weller of Winchendon, shot down at Almost Home. Could Randall sniff around, see what kind of nonsense Weller had been up to? Had to be someâEagle Scouts donât end up in sketchy Framingham halfway houses.
I clicked off. Drove more, thought more.
What I needed was to talk with Gus, figure out who might want him dead. Andrade was the obvious choice. He needed looking at, and heâd be my first stop. But ⦠the vibe was wrong. Andrade felt like a bottom-feeder, not a killer. So it was worth asking Gus for more ideas, more jerks with grudges.
I didnât know much about Gus. The