opposite of suicidal. And I donât think it was an accident. I was with her that morning, she was way too preoccupied to drive all the way up to the top of Platte Clove and set off on a hike. Plus that kid was less of a hiker type than I am. It just doesnât compute.â
âDonât you think the police are looking into every possible scenario?â Abba asked.
âI donât know, Abba, you remember what happened with the Daphne Livingston case.â
âI do.â
I stood up. âListen, Iâm going to head out.â
âWhere are you going?â
âSuddenly Iâm in the mood for a little hike.â
eight
Hiking is one of those activities that sound fun in theory. In reality hikes are a huge fat bore; I know because Zack, my alleged boyfriend, has dragged me on a few. The problem is youâre stuck on a trail that climbs through woods, and after ten minutes of tromping itâs âoh wow, how exciting, more goddamn treesâ (Iâm sorry but trees are overrated, theyâre just ginormous weeds). Then thereâs the fear factor, especially round about late afternoon when youâre stuck on some dark narrow track and you know if you dawdle too long the trees will close over you and the woods will swallow you up and youâll never be heard from again. I mean, do you think itâs an accident that in fairy tales the woods are always a metaphor for terror and death? Those Grimm Brothers knew what they were talking about. Iâll take a nice long walk around a lake, a swamp, or a strip mine over a hike in the woods.
At least with the Platte Cloveâwhich is a narrow gorge between Kaaterskill High Peak and Plattekill Mountainâthereâs a rushing stream to distract you. Zack lives in West Sawyerville near the bottom of the clove, and weâve hiked up it a little ways in the summer to cool off in one of the swimming holes. But Natasha died at the top, so I drove up the narrow seasonal road that runs above the stream. At the top I parked and followed a trail leading into the woods, toward the heart of the gorge and the stream.
The trail zigzagged downward and then began to run along a wide ledge, I could hear the stream but not see it. A little ways farther the ledge narrowed and then the trail was cordoned off by police tape. I slipped under the tape and walked closer to the lip of the ledge. It overlooked a waterfall that I pegged at about 100 feet high. At the base of the waterfall was a pool surrounded by huge rocks; if you fell youâd smash open your skull like a melon. My stomach turned over. I have this thing about heightsâ they scare the shit out of me.
I couldnât imagine Natasha throwing herself off this ledge. I suppose I could imagine her slipping, but that would mean she was up here hiking, which didnât seem at all likely to me. I could imagine someone pushing her. In many ways, it would be the perfect crime. One quick shove and itâs arrivederci , baby. No evidence, no clues except maybe shoeprints, and the storm that night no doubt washed those away. I grabbed onto a tree and craned my neck forward for a better viewâ whoa.
âJanet, what the hell are you doing up here?â
I turned around and saw Detective Chevrona Williams of the New York State Police squinting at me, hands on her hips. As usual, she radiated this sexy, understated authority that reminded me of a young Clint Eastwoodâif Clint was a black chick. Also as usual, a frisson of je ne sais quoi (oh all right, I sais quoi ) shot through me. Which was weird, since Iâm straight (my only lesbo experience was that night in 8th grade when me and Laurie Goldberg stole a fifth of Bacardi from her parentsâ liquor cabinet, drank half of it, and diddled each otherâjust when it was getting fun, Laurie puked). At least I think Iâm straight.
âJust admiring the view.â
âAnd breaking the law.â
I ran my