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would be dating.
    â€œGreat,” I said. It seemed clear that my future entailed not just sitting and watching the fifty-meter freestyle, but also waiting in Marie’s car afterward while she and Graham made out in his.
    â€œCan we at least hit a drive-through on the way there?” I asked, already defeated.
    â€œYeah, fine,” she said.
    And then I mustered up as much confidence as I possibly could and said, “You’re paying.”
    She turned and laughed at me. “You’re fourteen. You can’t buy your own lunch?”
    She had the most amazing ability to make me feel stupid even at my most self-assured.
    We stopped at a Burger King and I ate a Whopper Jr. in the front seat of her car, getting ketchup and mustard on my hands and having to wait until we parked to find a napkin.
    Marie ditched me the minute we smelled the chlorine in the air. So I sat on the bleachers and did my best to entertain myself.
    The indoor pool was full of barely clothed, physically fit boys my age. I wasn’t sure where to look.
    When Graham got up on the diving block and the whistle blew, I watched as he dove into the water with the ease of a bird flying through the air. From the minute he entered the water, it was clear he was going to win the race.
    I saw Marie, over in the far corner, bouncing up and down, willing him to win, believing in him with all of her might. When Graham claimed his throne, I got up and walked around, past the other side of the bleachers and through the gym, in search of a vending machine.
    When I came back—fifty cents poorer, a bag of Doritos richer—I saw Olive sitting toward the front of the crowd with her family.
    One day last summer, just before school started, Olive and I were hanging out in her basement when she told me that she thought she might be gay.
    She said she wasn’t sure. She just didn’t feel like she was totally straight. She liked boys. But she was starting to think she might like girls.
    I was pretty sure I was the only one who knew. And I wasalso pretty sure that her parents had begun to suspect. But that wasn’t my business. My only job was to be a friend to her.
    So I did the things friends do, like sit there and watch music videos for hours, waiting for Natalie Imbruglia’s “Torn” video to come on so that Olive could stare at her. This was not an entirely selfless act since it was my favorite song and I dreamt of chopping off my hair to look just like Natalie Imbruglia’s.
    Also not entirely selfless was my willingness to rewatch Titanic every few weeks as Olive tried to figure out if she liked watching the sex scene between Jack and Rose because she was attracted to Leonardo DiCaprio or Kate Winslet.
    â€œHey!” she said as I entered her sight line that day at the pool.
    â€œHey,” I said back. Olive was wearing a white camisole under an unbuttoned light blue oxford button-down. Her long jet-black hair hung straight and past her shoulders. With a name like Olive Berman, you might not realize she was half-Jewish, half-Korean, but she was proud of where her mother’s family had come from in South Korea and equally proud of how awesome her bat mitzvah was.
    â€œWhat are you doing here?” she asked me.
    â€œMarie dragged me and then ditched me.”
    â€œAh,” Olive said, nodding. “Just like the Booksellers’ Daughter. Is she here to see Graham?” Olive made a face when she said Graham’s name and I appreciated that she also found Graham to be laughable.
    â€œYeah,” I said. “But . . . wait, why are you here?”
    Olive’s brother swam until he graduated last year. Olive had tried but failed to make the girls’ swim team.
    â€œMy cousin Eli swims for Sudbury.”
    Olive’s mom turned away from the swim meet and lookedat me. “Hi, Emma. Come, have a seat.” When I sat down next to Olive, Mrs. Berman turned her focus back to the