couldnât just walk away. They needed him. Besides, before his mother died heâd promised her that heâd take care of the family. He made that promise, thinking that she wouldnât suffer any longer if she knew that everyone would be okay.
Finally after several years, everything and everyone was stable. Everyone had something that made them happy.
Except him.
When had he become complacent? Where had his ambitions gone?
Maybe now was the time to rekindle his dreams.
Chapter Three
S herwood Lodge was as beautiful as Mari remembered. The wide mahogany floors gleamed in the late-afternoon sun, and she could see the deep, blue, spring-fed lake through the arched, beveled windows.
There was natural, beaded fir on the cathedral ceiling, accented by arched cherry trusses. This style carried through in the six bedrooms throughout the house: one on the first floor, four on the second floor and one on the third. Each bedroom either had its own screened porch or an arched, open porch.
The nearest neighbors were five hundred yards away in each direction. Sheâd have more than enough privacy.
Mari ran up the stairs to the turret, which had been her favorite room growing up. On rainy days, she played dolls and pretended that she was a princess in a castle, waiting for her Prince Charmingâwho looked remarkably like Brian Hawkins. Or sheâd read a book, or write in her diary. Many times, sheâd sit on the window seat and watch for someone to come over and ask her to play.
Every summer, her parents came to Sherwood Lodge for a month. Her mother and father still talked about work, and were constantly on the phone to the office, but the three of them would still find time to picnic outside and swim together. When she was younger theyâd hold her hand and go for walks.
But after the month was over, her parents would return to Boston, and Grandma Rose would come and stay with her for the rest of the summer at Sherwood Lodge.
But things changed during the week of her sixteenth birthday when her father announced that they wouldnât be coming back to Hawkâs Lake anymore. Heâd said that he was selling Sherwood Lodge to the Hawkins family.
Mariâs world came crashing down, and sheâd been inconsolable. Sheâd barely left the turret room, and wrote endlessly in her tearstained diary. Sheâd constantly asked her parents why they had to sell, even begged them not to, but they held steadfast to their decision.
She remembered her fatherâs words. âWe donât really need Sherwood Lodge, Marigold. We just donât have the time to spend here. Itâs a simple business decision. Sometimes you have to make sacrifices.â
A business decision? Her cottage wasnât a business. It was home. She wasnât alone at the lodge all the time, like she was in Boston. She was part of a family. She had parents who paid attention to her for once. Well, anyway, way more than usual.
The truth was, theyâd rather work than be with her.
Because it hurt too much over the years, Mari hadnât responded to any of Melanie Hawkinsâs attempts to keep in touch. She and Jack hadnât really been that close, so she really didnât expect him to contact her.
But Brian was another story. Heâd been her pal, then her first crush. Brian was the first boy sheâd kissed. And her young heart had shattered into a million pieces when he never even said goodbye.
As time passed, the more strange it seemed to reestablish contact with any of the Hawkins kidsâespecially Brianâso sheâd never bothered.
Looking down, she saw Brian leaning against his sporty convertible, waiting for her. He was still so handsome that she almost forgot to breathe when she looked at him.
She remembered how they used to hang out by the lake and dive off the dock. Even now, she could imagine Brian stretched out on the small piers, his sculpted body all wet and glistening in the