sunâ¦.
What was she doing? This sabbatical was supposed to be about her, not a one-time crush. Touching her bare ring finger, she encouraged herself to remember that.
It wasnât about Jason Fox, either. Heâd loved herâor so he saidâbut had only used her to get a vice president position at Sherwood. Sheâd given him the job, all right, then suddenly he started keeping his distance. Sheâd just been a tool to obtain what he wanted. How foolish sheâd been to think a man would want her for herself.
She had to stick to her decision to stay away from men. Including sexy Brian Hawkins.
It was nice of him to be concerned about her staying alone, but she wasnât worried. Even thoughshe was away from the main village and would be alone at the lake for another month or so, Hawkâs Lake seemed like a place where people still didnât lock their doors.
But sheâd still lock up. And not just her doorâher heart was off-limits, too.
She couldnât wait to make pottery again, couldnât wait to feel the wet clay under her hands as it spun on her wheel. She wanted to take long walks in the fresh air, and watch the sun set on the lake every evening and rise every morning. And sheâd enjoy biking to the village when the spirit moved her. Above all, she wanted to find herself again.
Brian would just be a distractionâone she couldnât afford.
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Mari walked toward Brian with a happy grin, looking much more cheerful than when heâd first seen her at his real-estate office.
âIs Sherwood Lodge how you remembered it?â he asked.
âEverything is even better than I remembered it.â
âGood.â
She snapped her fingers. âThe porch off the kitchen is a perfect place to put my wheel. I can put my kiln in the boathouse. Is there 220 power in there?â
Brian crossed his arms. âYes.â
âDonât worry,â Mari added quickly. âI brought heavy plastic and a rug with a rubber backing. I wonât harm a plank on the porch. And I wonât burn down the boathouse.â
He knew he should relax, but he was very protective of his properties. âI know youâll take care of the place as if it were your own.â
She glanced back at the house. âI wish it still was.â
He could kick himself for reminding her that the Sherwoods didnât own Sherwood Lodge anymore. âIâm sorry, Mari. That was stupid. I didnât mean to insinuate thatââ
âOh, I know.â She waved her hand in dismissal. âDonât give it another thought. But I donât want to keep you, Brian. I know you have other things to do.â Mari stifled a yawn. âIâm suddenly tired. Must be the fresh air. I could use a nap.â She winced. âOh, no. I forgot to bring linens.â
âNo problem.â He went into his trunk and pulled out two plastic bags that contained two pillows, a set of queen sheets and some towels, and handed them to her. âIâm always prepared for any contingency.â
âYou always were. Must be the Eagle Scout in you.â
He slammed the trunk shut and walked to the driverâs side of his car. âWhat about food? Are you hungry?â
âFamished.â She rubbed her forehead. âOh, no. I was so eager to get here, I canât believe I forgot to pick up groceries, too. But I packed enough clothes for a yearâs stay.â
Mari seemed much more relaxed. At least they were talking freely and joking a bit. He knew they hadnât parted on very good terms, but that was long ago, and he hoped that she didnât still hold that against him. Heâd been young and confused about his feelings for her.
The only thing that he hadnât been confused about was his planâa carefully laid-out plan for his future. A plan that included him taking the business world by storm. And that plan hadnât included Mari.
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