âshearing kangaroosâ and Jake thought that was a real kind of âroo till Norm put him right. But now I canât make sense of where that hut might be. The face of the forest is completely different. Ahead of us, a wide dusty dirt road leads in through the trees. I canât see the picnic area. And that light through the trees is wrong.
I drive along the bitumen to where the dirt road enters the bushland.
âI donât want to go in there,â Jake says.
More rubbish litters the side of the trackâplastic bags and bottles, juice containers, old clothes, building materialsâas if this piece of bushland has become the local tip. I peer along the track. It seems to lead into a big clearing that wasnât there before. The bush used to stretch way back. I would never let the kids run too far in case they got lost. Now if they ran off theyâd end up standing in a flat empty paddock the size of a footy field.
âFooty field,â I mutter. âMaybe theyâre building a new footy field.â
That canât be right, because even the old footy field is in trouble. The footy club has a sausage sizzle every Saturday morning outside the supermarket to raise money to buy in water. All the sports clubs around here are desperate for water. Some have had to close down because the ground is so hard it can crack the shins of anyone landing awkwardly on the surface.
âLetâs go. Iâm bored.â
âHey, Jake, open your mouth again and show me your teeth. I think it might be time for a trip to the dentist.â
That always shuts him up. We climb back into the Holden and reverse into the Bolton Road to continue the journey to our new windscreen.
4
âLOOK AT ALL these cars, Jake.â We pull in with a mighty shriek of brakes at Merv Bullâs Motor and Machinery Maintenance and Repairs. âWhy donât you hop out and have a look around while I talk to the man. Look at that oneâa Monaro from the seventies! You donât see those much anymore. Especially in that dazzling aqua.â
Jake purses his lips and rolls his eyes and waggles his head all at once. He keeps doing this lately. I wonder if heâs seen a Bollywood film on the diet of daytime television that filled up chickenpox week.
âAre you trying to get rid of me, Mum?â
âYes.â
He sighs and swings open the car door. He slouches his way to the shade at the side of the shed while I quickly pat down my hair in the rearview mirror before I step out of the car. I canât see any sign of Merv Bull. A panting blue heeler stares at me from the doorway of the shed as if Iâm a piece of meat.
âHello?â I call. âMr. Bull?â
The blue heeler slumps to the ground and lays its head onits front paws, still staring at me. The sign on the side of the shed says Nine to Five, Monday to Friday. I look at my watch. Ten fifteen, Tuesday morning.
Jake scuffs his way over to my side. âThereâs no one here, Mum, letâs go. Letâs go to the milk bar. You promised that if I . . . you would . . . and then I . . . and then . . .â
As Jake goes on with his extended thesis on why I should buy him a Violet Crumble, I shout, âMr. Bull!â one last time. A man emerges from the darkness of the shed. The first thing I notice is that heâs hitching up his pants. He strides forward to greet me and stretches out his hand, but Iâm not shaking anything I canât be sure was washed. When my hand fails to arrive he pulls back his arm and wipes both hands down the sides of his shirt. Heâs standing between me and the sun. I canât see his face let alone its expression.
Jakeâs jaw has dropped and heâs staring at Merv Bull as if heâs seen a vision. Heâs this way with any man whoâs around the age of his father when he left.
âHi,â Jake whispers.
âHello.â Merv