working since I was four-teenâthatâs thirty-six years straight where I earned a living.
âTo be out of work for almost year took something out of me. I couldnât really convey it to her. I fell into a funk and she into a funk about me. I donât like it, but I canât blame her. I was supposed to be the man for her, to provide. Not working drained some of my manhood, in her eyes.â
âItâs not like you werenât trying to get employed,â Big Al said. âOr that you quit your job. You got downsized. Millions of guys have been downsized. And since then you have been hitting the bricks, interviewing, trying to get on. Itâs a bad time in the country, no matter how hard President Obama tries. Seems like if you were trying to get work she would understand and not simply check out on you.
âBut, hey, thatâs just me. Anyway, so whatâs your plan? Anyone else gets rich, they act like they just got rich. Youâ¦youâre gonna act like nothing changed? I gotta see this.â
âWell, not exactly,â he said. âI was part of a major class action suit against a bank that was overcharging on overdraft fees for twenty years. Ginger knows about it. Iâm gonna tell her I got a settlement check of five thousand for that and that my income tax check came from last yearâa little more money.
âThen Iâm going to take her on a trip we both said we really wanted to go on before I lost my jobâto the Napa Valley in California, to the wine country. We never went because I donât like to fly. But Iâm going to for this.
âAl, this is my chance to get my life back the way I want it, but even better because weâll have each other and no more financial issues. Truth be told, I donât want anyone else. I want Ginger.â
âWell, good luck, my brother,â Al said. âI gotta get home. But when youâre ready to start really spending that money, hit me up.â
âYou know I got you, man,â Paul said. âFirst thing to do is line up your bills. Weâre gonna pay all them off and go from there. Iâll have some nice cash for you.â
They shook hands and slapped each other on the back.
âTomorrow!â Paul yelled to Al as he walked toward his car.
An hour later, after he had pinched himself and the reality of the money set it, he heard the garage door open, indicating Ginger was home. The timing for the money was ideal; they had wiped out their savings for their daughterâs first year of college. Paying for her education no longer would be a worry.
It seemed his only worry was if his wife would embrace him trying to mend their broken marriage.
CHAPTER 3
PICKING UP THE PIECES
P aul got concerned when he realized Ginger had been in the car about fifteen minutes after he heard the garage door go up. He went to the refrigerator and pulled out a bottle of Viognier and two glasses.
Before he could go check on Ginger, she emerged, moving slowly, with her head down. She was down about her daughter being off to college and scared about the panic attack she had.
âHey,â Paul said with a level of concern in his voiceâsomething Ginger had not heard in some time, âYou OK?â
Ginger was stunned by his concern. She had heard no caring inflection in his voice for months, not toward her, anyway. She lifted her head and looked at him. Paul looked different, she noticed right away. He stood more upright and his eyes were bright, not sullen.
âDo you care, Paul?â she said, walking past him to the living room, where she sat on the couch.
Paul did not answer. He went to the kitchen and retrieved the wine and the glasses. He placed it on the coffee table in front of Ginger. She was confused. He had not offered her any of his precious wine in months.
âGinger,â he said, âI do care.â
âSince when?â she asked.
Paul poured wine into the