face and felt the strangest ache in his gut. He covered it with a teasing wisecrack. âYouâre just full of tricks, Mitchell.â
âYou could be, too. There isnât a gal in the county who wouldnât jump at the chance to marry you and you know it.â
âBull,â Bram exclaimed. âNo oneâs pining to marry me. Hell, I canât even get dates for the Saturday night dances at the Grange Hall.â
âYouâre so full of it, itâs coming out of your ears, Colton. You donât have a girlfriend only because you donât want a girlfriend. Youâre afraid sheâll rope and hog-tie you, and youâre scared spitless of commitment and a wedding ring.â
âWill, blow it out your ear.â This was a common conversation for them. Will thought Bramâat thirty-seven years of ageâshould be married, and when Bram got tired of the subject he ended it with that one directiveââBlow it out your ear.â Will always laughed and that was the end of itâ¦until the next time.
Ellie called from the front door of the house. âSupperâs on the table, hon. Hi, Bram, come on in and eat with us.â
âThanks, Ellie, but canât do it tonight. Some other time, okay?â
âAnytime, Bram.â
Will said, âIâll call as soon as I know about the fishing trip.â
Bram nodded and climbed into his car. âGreat. Talk to you then.â
As he drove away he thought about Will and Ellie having another child and Will being so thrilled about it. Bram wanted kids, too, but not with just any woman. And since he couldnât have the one woman he wanted, heâd probably never have kids.
He muttered a curse, then told himself to cool down. What made him think he needed kids of his own? When his parents were killed in that plane crash in 1987 heâd been twenty-two and had taken over as head of the household. Heâd seen to it that his four siblingsâAshe, Jared, Logan and Willowâfinished their education and continuedto live as good, decent citizens, just as their mother and dad had taught them.
No, he didnât need kids, and he sure as hell didnât need a wife he didnât love. He would take bachelorhood for the rest of his days over that sort of mess.
He ate dinner with his grandmother, and it was only after he left and was driving out to the ranch that he realized she had looked a little peaked. Or maybe it was just his imagination; Gloria had bustled around her kitchen as always, hadnât she?
Will phoned the following evening, which was Friday. âEllieâs got a quilting thingâsome kind of craft show at the fairgroundsâtomorrow. She said to take the boys and go fishing, with her blessing.â Will chuckled. âSounds like sheâs looking forward to a quiet weekend.â
After they hung up Bram began gathering his camping and fishing gear. He grinned when he realized that he was probably as excited about the coming weekend as Willâs boys undoubtedly were. Nellie was in the house, sniffing the sleeping bags and fishing poles Bram piled on the floor in the middle of the living room, and it was apparent to Bram from the collieâs happy gyrations that she knew a fishing trip was in the making. Bram always took her along, and she wore herself out trying to herd chipmunks, squirrels and gophers. The boys would wear her out, too, but that was a two-way street, for Nellie wore them out, as well. Truth was, they would all have a great time.
Bram finally had everything in a pile, except for the food he would take with him. Heâd get up early, pack the three ice chests with ice and food, and load his SUV. Then heâd drive over to Willâs house and pick up him, the boys and all their gear. Eyeing the mound of items, Bram was about to go for a down-filled jacketâjust in case the weather changed over the weekend and it got coldâwhen the telephone