I had to say.
âIâm sorry Jules, Iâm used to getting drunk with my friends and stuff. Thatâs what we do. Itâs our fun, you know, itâs practically all there is to do. Everything else is so boring. I donât want to give you a hard time.â
âWell itâs not my idea of a good time, and if that means you donât want to hang around or go surfing with me thatâs fine. Iâm cool on my own.â
âNo, no. I want to surf with you and Iâm sorry. Itâs just that youâre the first person over the age of twelve Iâve met, that doesnât just want to get wasted. Youâll be good for me. Iâll have to keep it together around you.â Kate saluted me, which I didnât like, but I said nothing.
I didnât want to be good for her. I didnât want to keep having to say no about things. I know it was just some alcohol now, but what next, drugs? I thought about Phoebe and Jasmine. They drink and stuff, but they never hassle me. They said I was great to go out with because I always looked after them.
âLook Kate, you might think Iâm totally uncool. AllI really like is surfing and Iâm not into parties or stuff. I get bored seeing people out of it. You might want to go out with my friends. Theyâre into all that stuff.â
âYeah, sure, but Iâd still like to get to know you. Youâre cool for being you. Donât forget that.â
I smiled, despite myself. âLetâs deal, you donât hassle me about the drink and drugs stuff, and weâll be cool. If you hassle me, even once, Iâm out of here.â
âCool. The mention of alcohol will never pass these lips in your presence, captain.â
âDonât call me captain.â
âNot an issue. Itâs a deal. Do you think we should write it down and sign it in blood or earwax or something?â
I laughed. âThatâs disgusting.â
âWhat, blood?â
âEarwax, thatâs an ugly thought.â
I felt more comfortable. Laughing did that I reckon. I relaxed and listened as Kate told me about some of the different beaches sheâd surfed. I felt a bit light-headed and pleased with the world.
âDo you want another one?â
âNo thanks, I better go. Maybe we could meet later on this afternoon if the breeze changes. I could ring you.â
âThatâd be great. Iâll give you my number.â
âI wonât surf with you if youâre drunk, okay.â
âChi-i-ill! I donât surf if Iâm drunk. Itâs a trip to suicide, not my kind of thing. I wonât have any more now. I donât drink alone, thatâs so desperate, I reckon.â
I smiled. Kate was different from my other friends. I admired her for being so upfront and saying chill in this cool voice. Maybe our surfing bond made me feel like Iâd known her for ages, not that weâd only met a couple of hours ago.
âIâll call you with a weather report.â
Kate grabbed me and gave me a hug. I got such a shock.
âItâs so good I met you, Jules. I had a feeling something was going to happen, you know. Today felt different. Iâm so psychic, I should write personal predictions for a girl-power mag.â
I laughed, âIâll ring you even if the weather doesnât change.â
âDonât forget.â
I sort of skipped home not even feeling the surfboardâs weight. A surfing friend, I could share impact zones, floaters and cut-backs with. I felt so good. I wondered how long it would be before I let something slip about my past. That put the anchors on my skips. Sighing, I slowly walked the footpath breathing in that burnt eucalypt smell.
CHAPTER 2
Monday Evening
Aunt Jean was home. I could hear her in the kitchen.
âHi Aunt Jean.â
âHi Julie, how was your day?â
âNo surf but I met this cool girl curl.â
âGirl curl?â