concern etched into his features, he stopped, his throat suddenly seizing up. He couldnât tell her. As soon as she knew, she would share the burden of guilt. While he was the only person who knew of the events that had led to his fatherâs death, his family was safe. If two people knew the truth, whoever the second might be, they would be in danger. A secret only stayed a secret if the owner took it to his grave.
âMy son,â Catherine implored. âSpeak to me.â
âLeave me be.â He snatched his wrists from her hands and pulled away. âEverything is fine. The nurse has been sent away, the dreams are dreams and nothing more.â
Instead of giving in to his motherâs plea, as he dearly wished to, Francis turned away, crashing into a servant carrying a trayful of drinks. Goblets clattered to the ground, splashing the servant, Francis, and his mother with wine.
âYour Grace, Iâm s-s-so sorry,â the servant stuttered, bowing to his king and grabbing for the goblets as they rolled around the floor. âI didnât see you.â
âThatâs quite obvious.â
In his rush to leave, Francis stepped on one of the fallen goblets and lost his footing, slipping over and barreling into the servant. Even Catherine gasped as her son struck him in the head in an attempt to prevent his fall.
âIâm sorry.â Francis, on his knees, clawed at his hair to push it back out of his eyes. âI didnât meanââ
âBrother.â Bash was by his side once more. He grabbed Francisâs shoulder with one firm hand and hauled him to his feet. Francis let Bash lead him out of the hall, away from the staring nobles who surrounded him. âWhatever is the matter, tell me now. Iâve never seen you this out of control.â
âOut of control?â Francis replied in a restrained growl. âIâm out of control? Leave me alone, Bash, you have no idea of the pressures I am under. Go back to Fatherâs whore. I mean, your wife.â
Bash looked at his brother with such ferocity he felt that he could happily drive a sword right through his chest.
âGood night, Your Grace,â he said through gritted teeth. âI suggest you get some sleep.â
Alone in the dark hallway, the irony of his brotherâs words was not lost on Francis. Alone in the dark, he began to laugh. Quietly at first, it built into uncontrollable hysterics as he wandered down through the castle and out into the night.
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âShouldnât you be at the party?â
Lola opened the cottage door to find Francis shivering on the doorstep.
âIâm not welcome,â he replied, following her inside and kneeling beside his sonâs crib. âItâs not safe here, Lola.â
âWhatâs happened?â she asked, immediately alert. âWhereâs Mary? Is she safe?â
âI donât know.â Francis laughed softly, stroking the babyâs cheek. âBut I know he isnât. I have to send him away from court.â
âFrancis, no.â Lola stood over the crib, staring down at the wild-eyed king. âWhatever is happening, tell me. Weâre safer here, with you to protect us. That was your decision.â
âA decision I have reversed,â he said, standing and staring Lola in the eye. âI am your king and when I make a decree it is law. There will be no questions. He will leave tomorrow.â
âHe?â Lolaâs lip trembled as her fingertips reached out for the edge of the crib. Her baby began to stir, whining in his sleep. âWhat about me?â
âWhat about you?â Francis replied. âHave him ready to leave by midday. Iâll make the arrangements.â
Chapter Four
âAre you planning on making a habit of hiding from me?â Mary opened the door to Francisâs old rooms. He sat at his work desk, striking a finishing stone against a new