all in the past, he couldnât help but marvel at her beauty.
âYou look incredible,â Francis said in a soft voice, hardly daring to touch her. âYour gown is a masterpiece. Your dressmakers have surpassed themselves.â
âThank you,â she replied automatically, her shoulders stiff and high. Although Mary smiled, Bash could see the sentiment did not make it to her eyes.
âThe dress of course is nothing without the woman inside it,â he said quickly, glancing between Mary and his brother. âI fear Kenna will combust when she sees it. She spent an age choosing her gown for this evening.â
âThen I must find her at once,â Mary replied, grateful for the easy exit. âWe can talk dresses while you men keep your visiting cousin company.â
Francis knew that Mary was no more likely to spend an evening at court discussing fashion choices than she was to go outside and milk a goat for their morning drink but it was quite evident that she was unhappy with him.
âWhatever have you done, brother?â Bash said, clapping him on the back as if he sensed the exact same problem. âFind a way to undo it quickly. I havenât felt a frost like that since the depths of winter.â
With an unhappy sigh, Francis nodded and set off across the hall. He couldnât bear to have Mary mad at him for another moment.
âAh, here is my handsome son.â
Before he could take another step, he saw his mother in front of him.
âTell me, Francis,â she said, guiding him away from where Mary and Kenna stood and over toward his throne. âHow are you feeling? You look so tired.â
âIâm fine, Mother,â he replied, his temper growing shorter with every second. âBusy, thatâs all.â
âSomething is weighing on your mind. Marital woes perhaps,â Catherine pressed. âIs it something a mother could help with? Or an executioner?â
âHow lucky I am that I have both of those in one person,â he snapped. Catherine took her hand off her sonâs arm, eyes wide with surprise. âIâm here to greet your cousin,â Francis continued. âWhere is he?â
âOn his way,â Catherine said, focusing her gaze on Francis. There were deep, dark shadows beneath his eyes, and his hair and skin lacked their usual luster. When Francis was a boy, Catherine had doted on him as though he were a doll and it delighted her that he had never lost his golden curls and bright blue eyes. But tonight he looked aged and broken. Mary was right, something was wrong.
âTell me, Francis.â She spoke in hushed tones, turning away from the happy dancing crowds that surrounded them. âWhat is the matter? A mother knows when something troubles her son.â
Francis paused. If anyone would understand, it was his mother. She had plotted with Mary to kill his father when his madness took hold. She would tell him he had done the right thing, she would help, perhaps her private doctor had something to help him rid himself of the dreams, to help him sleep. Nostradamus would have known what to do. If only she knew where he was.
âFrancis.â She gripped his hand, concern in the gray eyes that mirrored his own. âTell me.â
âIt was Lolaâs nursemaid.â The moment he opened his mouth, the words began to tumble out uncontrollably. âShe spoke in Fatherâs voice. And then the dreams, itâs every time I close my eyes. I canât stop it, I canât stop him.â
âThe nursemaid?â Catherine gripped his wrists, trying to calm him down. âTell me about the nursemaid.â
âSheâs gone now,â he said, the relief of letting it out almost overwhelming him. For a moment he imagined how he would feel if he could tell his mother what had really happened that day on the jousting field. âI had her sent away.â
Looking up into his motherâs face,