lonely, especially at night, when the wind blew and the eaves groaned and the coyotes howled as she lay in the dark, her head spinning with money worries.
Sheâd lain awake, alone, for too long. But she had a ranch to run, son to raise, hence little time for fun.
Too aware of the hunger that sparked in Lukeâs green eyes and her own vulnerability, she took a step backward.
When he reached out and took her by the hand, she fought to pull it free. He held on tight, lifting her palm and inspecting it closely.
âYouâve been working hard. Too hard.â The sympathy in his voice surprised her and temporarily lessened her anger. Without thinking, she quit tugging and leaned closer to him.
What was she doing? Softening toward him? She should fight him harder, yank her hand free, but her emotions were escalating too fast to control. His tall, powerful body and his understanding intoxicated her. Sheâd done without a manâs passion for too long. Done without him. If only sheâd had an inkling sheâd see him today, she could have steeled herself.
Instead of trying to run, she froze. His beautiful green eyesâeyes she had so adoredâstared straight into hers, igniting her soul, burning away the years and the hurt and the hatred, and melting her resistance.
He lifted her callused palm to his lips and kissed it. Only then did she jerk her hand from his. âYou probably prefer women with soft hands.â
âI thought I did. These days I donât meet manywomen who work outside with animals the way you do. When I left Texas, I dated lots of women. Until I saw you working with Ramblinâ Man, I thought Iâd put you totally behind me.
âYou were so good with him. I respect that. You looked so beautiful and wild. I wish Iâd come back, at least once, to check on you. I suddenly realized I neverâ¦said goodbye.â
âNoâ¦you didnât.â She caught herself. âThis isnât happening,â she whispered, feeling shattered by his admission, by the sweetness of his kiss on her poor battered hand.
âSomething sure as hell is,â he muttered, sounding angry and lost. âI should have stood my ground and stayed in London.â
âYou could always just go.â
âItâs too late now. The damage is done.â His eyes devoured hers. He stared straight into her soul, which had always belonged only to him. âIâve seen you. Iâve touched you. And now Iâm curiousâ¦about a lot of things.â
She didnât understand the stillness that possessed her, held her. Was she in a trance? Clasped tightly against his tall, muscular body, his heat flooding her, she could barely think, barely breathe.
It was as if she were in a dream, as if she was again caught in the vortex of the youthful passion that had nearly destroyed her. For years sheâd told herself sheâd do it differently if she was ever faced with such temptation again.
Now, here he was.
Time to smarten up, Caitlyn.
But she lifted her head, parted her lips invitingly. Her nipples tightened into pert berries, throbbing where theybrushed his shirt and felt his heat. Slowly he lowered his mouth to hers, nibbling her top lip as heâd done in the past, sucking on it, tasting it. Then she melted against him.
âOh, God,â he muttered.
Instantly, nerves tingled in her tummy. Where he was concerned, sheâd always been easy. Why did he have to make her feel so good, so fast?
Sighing, she wrapped her arms around his neck, threaded her fingers in his silky hair, stood on her tiptoes and kissed him right back. He was simply too delicious to resist.
âIâm going to hate you for this,â she whispered, her voice thick. âMost of all, Iâm going to hate me.â
âI hear you, sweetheart.â
Then his tongue invaded her mouth, and sweet, urgent needs made her arch her body into his hardness. Like a mare showing