heat, excitement blazed through her. She ached with needs sheâd never felt for any other man, not even her husband.
She knew what she was doing was wrong. Luke had hurt her, rejected her, hurt Daniel without even knowing Daniel existed. She hated him for all the lost years since heâd left.
And yet there were other emotions alongside the hate. Kissing him now was like coming home after living for too many years with strangers. She couldnât get enough. She wanted him to tear off her jeans, throw her over his shoulder and carry her into the barn. She wanted to open her legs and lie down in the hay with him again.
She wanted too much. She always had.
For another long second she was alone in the universe with him. Then Ramblinâ Man exploded in the trailer and Lisa yelled.
As if he suddenly realized where he was and what he was doing, Lukeâs hands fell away. He jumped free of her with an abruptness that startled her.
Distantly, she heard Lisa soothing Ramblinâ Man in the round pen.
Lukeâs eyes hardened, and he cursed low under his breath.
In a bewildered daze, she stared at him. More than anything, she had wanted to stay in his arms, to cling to his strength, to enjoy feeling like a woman for the first time in years.
But that was impossible now.
âTake your hands off me! Let me go!â Caitlyn whispered needlessly. The humiliating truth was that Luke had already moved away and was no longer touching her.
He was silent for what seemed an eternity.
What was he thinking? Did he have demons she knew nothing about?
âYou kiss like a woman who hasnât had any in six years,â he growled, glaring at her.
She stared down at the scuffed toe of her roper boots. As always, he was uncannily perceptive. The last thing she wanted him to suspect was how sheâd longed for him all through the lonely years of her marriage.
âIf you want it that bad, weâd better go inside,â he said. âOr do you still prefer the loft? Frankly, it doesnât matter to me. All I want is to get you out of my systemâpermanently.â
Feeling ashamed of her reaction to him, she lashed out at him, too. âDitto! I donât want you touching me againâever! I want you gone! Thatâs what I want.â
âYou didnât kiss me like a woman who wants me gone, sweetheart.â
âI donât know what came over me, but believe me, I want you gone.â
âWell, while I figure out your finances and Hassanâs motives, Iâll figure out our chemistry, as well.â
âNo! Youâre going to forget that stupid kiss and goânow.â
âAnd if I go, how will you solve your money problems?â
âIâm too upset to think about that.â
âWell, youâd better think about it.â
âI canât work with you.â
âYouâd better adjust your attitude, because you donât have a choice.â
Looking every bit as upset as she felt, he shoved a lock of thick black hair back from his brow. âTell you what. Iâll leaveâ¦for tonight, so you can adjust to the idea of me being around. But Iâll be gone for one night only. Then Iâm moving in until we get this mystery solved and your mess figured out. Youâre fifty miles from town, and, after tonight, I donât want to waste time commuting. Youâll need to make up a spare bedroom for me.â
âThe hell you say! Do you think I would let you move into my house after what just happened? I donât want you in this state!â
âDo you really want me to tell Hassan you wonât work with me?â
Of course not. And Luke knew it.
âBecause I will,â he said. âIf I tell him to pull the plug on you, heâll do it.â
She shook her head, not wanting to believe that.
âThe ranch and your horse operation will be history. I could convince him to sell everything at auction. You know what that