after her. He clenched his teeth, pushing back annoyance and the twinge of guilt that he felt. What if the young woman came to harm between here and her house? But what could he do? He couldnât leave Amelia alone in the house to run after Rebecca. Not only would he be an irresponsible father, but he would look foolish.
As foolish as he must have looked carrying that girl.
The memory of walking the beam with Rebecca in his arms rose in his mind and he pushed it away. He hadnât felt the softness of a womanâs touch for a long time. Had he been unnecessarily harsh with Rebecca because somewhere, deep inside, heâd been exhilarated by the experience?
Caleb sighed. Godâs ways were beyond the ability of men and women to understand. He hadnât asked to be a leader of the church, and he certainly hadnât wanted it.
He hadnât been here more than a few weeks and had attended only two regular church Sundays when one of the two preachers died and a new one had to be chosen from among the adult men. The Seven Poplars church used the Old Order tradition of choosing the new preacher by lot. A Bible verse was placed in a hymnal, and the hymnal was added to a pile of hymnals. Those men deemed eligible by the congregation had to, guided by God, choose a hymnal. The man who chose the book with the scripture inside became the new preacher, a position he would hold until death or infirmity prevented him from fulfilling the responsibility. To everyoneâs surprise, the lot had fallen to him, a newcomer, something that had never happened before to anyoneâs knowledge. If there was any way he could have refused, he would have. But short of moving away or giving up his faith and turning Mennonite, there was no alternative. The Lord had chosen him to serve, so serve he must.
Caleb looked up at his house, barely visible in the darkness, and came to a halt. He had come to Seven Poplars in the belief that God had led him here. He believed that God had a purpose for him, as He did for all men. What that purpose was, he didnât know, but for the first time since heâd arrived, he felt a calm fall over him. Everyone had said that, with time, the ache he felt in his heart for the loss of his wife would ease, that he would find contentment again.
As he stood there gazing toward his new houseâtoward his new lifeâit seemed to Caleb that a weight gradually lifted from his shoulders. âAll over a kitten,â he murmured aloud, smiling in spite of himself. âMore nerve than common sense, that girl.â He shook his head, and his wry smile became a chuckle. âIf the other females in my new church are as headstrong and unpredictable as she is, heaven help me.â
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The following morning, Rebecca and her sisters Miriam, Ruth and Grace walked across the pasture to their sister Annaâs house on the neighboring farm. Mam, Grace and Susanna were already there, as they had driven over in the buggy after breakfast. Also present in Annaâs sunny kitchen were Cousin Dorcas, their grandmother Lovinaâwho lived with Anna and her husband, Samuelâand neighbors Lydia Beachy and Fannie Byler. Fortunately, Annaâs home was large enough to provide ample space for all the women and a noisy assortment of small children, including Annaâs baby, Rose, and Ruthâs twins, the youngest children, whoâd been born in midsummer.
The women were in the kitchen preparing a noonday meal for the men working on Calebâs barn, and Rebecca had just finished quietly relaying the story of her new kittenâs rescue to her sisters.
Rebecca had spent most of the night awake, trying to feed the kitten goatâs milk from a medicine dropper with little success. But this morning, Miriam had solved the problem by tucking the orphan into the middle of a pile of nursing kittens on her back porch. The mother cat didnât seem to mind the visitor, so Rebeccaâs kitten was