friends. Sheâs an unofficial member of our posse, even though sheâs only in Year Nine. I know Iâm going to be wretchedly miserable without her this week. I only hope we can wreak enough havoc at this camp to take my mind off her. Thank God for the posse.
3
T HE MESS HALL IS THE coolest building at Riveroak Recreation Ranch. Cool temperature-wise, I mean. There ainât nothinâ cool about the Ranch. Itâs daggier than my motherâs wardrobe.
Singing for our supper is cracking us up something savage, though. All the posses are seated at long tables and Bevan and John are trying to make us sing in a round. The song is â can you believe it â âThe Cock is Deadâ. Clare and I, the musical ones, are singing an octave higher than everyoneelse, with great, passionate vibrato, like opera singers.
Mrs Kerr gives me the evil eye and stalks over to our table. I ignore her. She taps me on the shoulder.
âYou stand out like a sore thumb, Amy Gillespie.â She jabs her finger into my shoulder with every syllable. âIâm watching you and your cronies. Remember that.â
Kerrâs a redhead, but not a nice one like my darling Marina. Sheâs wizened and freckly and most unattractive. I lower my voice and sing just out of tune, coming in at the wrong time. Everyone on our side of the hall is completely thrown out and the round is a shambles. At least the instructors have a good sense of humour. They give up and we sing a god-awful cheesy prayer to the tune of âRock Around the Clockâ.
I sing loudly and with far too much enthusiasm for an atheist. I raise my eyebrows to Mrs Kerr. Iâm having a great time. Only on the last âamenâdo I catch Clare batting her eyelashes at Bevan. I note with some concern that heâs smiling back. I suppose he is quite handsome. But heâs training to be a minister, for Godâs sake, and at least thirty years old. What interest could he have in her? I point these things out to her as weâre lining up at the servery for our devon-and-salad sandwiches.
âIâm just not into little boys any more, Amy,â she says. She can be so haughty and immature. âLook, Iâm not planning to sleep with him or anything. Iâll just flirt.â
âClare, youâre a virgin.â
âSo are you.â
âOh?â
âGod, you donât count all that muck, do you?â
I feel like slapping her.
âYouâre just jealous,â she says.
I roll my eyes and pretend to be above it. I turn around in the queue and talk to Patricia, who still looks like a bloated beetroot.
âIâm going to waste away on this slop theyârefeeding us,â I say. Itâs true. I looked down at my stomach in the shower last night and it was completely flat. And that was after just one day of camp food.
âIâve got some chips and lollies in my bag,â says Patricia, âbut I donât know if theyâre going to last me until the end of the week.â
âWhat kind of chips?â
âTwisties.â
âCheese or chicken?â
âCheese.â
âLetâs go.â
âWhat?â
âLetâs go back to the hut and eat some chips.â
âWeâre not allowed in the hut during the day.â
Patriciaâs a goody-two-shoes at heart.
âThink outside the square, Patricia,â I say, hooking my arm through hers.
Clare looks at us and mouths, âWhere are you going?â
âToilet,â I mouth back.
Clareâs pouting. Talk about jealousy. She canât stand it when Iâm one-on-one with another girl. I think she sees me as belonging to her exclusively. Sheâs not a dyke, but she knows I think sheâs gorgeous and she likes my attention. When Marina Miller first arrived on the scene Clare started fluffing her feathers and we had some huge rows.
Patricia is Clareâs second-best friend. It sounds so