times before I could find my voice.
â Jack, as he likes to be called ,â I began, the paper rattling in my hands, â once held a prominent position in a bank, but now likes to keep his numbers simple. â
I looked at the group. No one was really paying attention. Other groups were only half listening to the person reading their article too.
Why couldnât I have been at the table with the stats?
I continued, â One blanket, one pair of shoes, one picture .â
âWhatâs the picture of?â asked Janie.
âDunno,â I replied. I scanned the column for an answer, glad for a distraction. âOh, here it is. It says the picture is of his daughter. According to this article, he hasnât been in contact with her for several years.â
Janie shook her head. âWhy would anyone do that? Why would they leave their family behind?â
Shane still looked bored. Paul was doodling on his notebook.
âI like the tone of the conversation here,â said Mr. Brock as he approached our table. âAre you wondering what causes people to live on the street?â
âYeah. Laziness. Thatâs all. People like them donât like to work.â Paul flipped his book over so Mr. Brock couldnât see the picture.
âDo you all agree with Paul?â Mr. Brock was eyeing me as he waited for someone to answer.
No one was biting.
When would the bell go? Why couldnât he have stuck to the regular curriculum?
âEdgar. Any ideas?â
My days of low profile were over. I couldnât blend into the woodwork anymore. âWell,â I started tentatively, âI guess lots of things cause a person to become homeless.â
There. I said it.
Homeless .
At least the article wasnât about my dad and me.
Chapter Eight
I could hear Casey saying something about how over 200,000 people could be homeless in Canada on any given night. Mr. Brock and the rest of my group were still looking at me, waiting for me to continue. But I didnât know the answer. I didnât know why other people lived on the streets. I only knew what happened to my dad and me.
âMaybe something bad happens in their life?â I looked at Mr. Brock. He nodded, encouraging me to go on. âMaybe people canât keep a job because they lose someone special to them.â
âThen they should see a shrink. Theyâre supposed to help you deal with that crap,â snickered Paul.
â Language ,â cautioned Mr. Brock, as he moved toward Kelseyâs table.
âWhat could happen that would be so bad youâd rather live in a dirty alley than sleep in a real bed?â asked Janie.
âI think itâs âcause theyâre lazy ,â said Shane. âThey like living off the government. Then when the government gets wise to their tricks and cuts them off, they become even bigger bums. Thatâs what my dad says.â
I pulled at my shirt collar. I tried to count the number of nouns in the article.
âYeah, but there are kids who are homeless,â added Janie. âWho would do that? Why wouldnât the parents get a job at McDonaldâs or something? Then at least they could bring food home.â
âYou all make it sound so easy. You donât know anything!â My voice was tight and louder than I expected.
âWell, you donât have to go all psycho on us.â Paul looked at me like I was an alien.
I closed my eyes, hoping to block them out, but someone laughed. Hot blood raced through my veins. My breath was at the back of my throat, not coming from my chest. A burning energy pulsed into my hands.
âBottom line is, those kind of people donât count,â said Paul. âBesides, half of them are crackheads anyway.â
Before I knew what I was doing, I shoved my textbook across the desk into Paulâs chest. âShut up!â I yelled. My hand squeezed into a fist. All I could see was my