phone rang again. He answered without looking at the screen. What could she possibly want now?
âWhat is it?â
âSorry,â he heard Lucy say on the other end, making him jump a little. âI guess nowâs not a good time.â
âOh, sorry. Just, Iâm driving. Sorry, whatâs up?â
Lucy hadnât reached out to him in weeks. Sheâd barely even spoken to him. Paolo had been the one making all the effort to be nice since two weeks ago, when theyâd almost had sex. Not that they ever talked about that. They were getting along fine, so long as they avoided the topic. Paolo wondered why Lucy was calling him now.
âWhen dâyou think youâll get home?â
âLate.â
Lucy went quiet again for a moment. âOh. I was hoping we could hang out. IâI want to talk to you about something. Or rather some one .â
The words made Paolo sink in his seat but he tried to hide his surprise. âHuh, mysterious. Who? Can you tell me now?â
A pause. Then, âNah. This is better face-to-face. Also . . .â Another hesitation. âAre we good, Paolo? I mean, since . . .â
Since we kinda sorta hooked up but didnât? he thought. âOf course. Weâre friends.â The last thing Paolo wanted was for Lucy to have any clue how much her rejection had stung. Better that she thought it had all been lighthearted fun. âIt can be with benefits if you like, obviously, I mean thatâs always on the table, but . . .â
âYeah, all right, glad weâre okay,â she said, her voice brittle. âNot that I donât appreciate the offer,â she added with a touch of sarcasm.
âI canât wait to hear what youâre gonna tell me.â
âYou dying of anticipation over there? Talk to you tomorrow.â
âIâm dying of something, thatâs for sure,â he laughed as Lucy ended the call.
When he pulled into the parking lot, Meredith was waiting for him in the passenger seat of her silver BMW, fixing her lipstick in the mirror. Paolo parked alongside her car. Wordlessly, he watched her. After a moment, she turned to face him, blew a kiss, and smiled. âGet in,â she said. âYouâre driving.â
From a distance, she looked like a super-attractive mom being sweet to one of her sonâs friends. Paolo remembered when heâd first started noticing a difference in the waygrown women looked at him. It had happened sometime around his fifteenth birthday. It was subtle. Not anything he could put his finger on. Just something speculative in the way other peopleâs moms and even a few teachers watched him, wondering .
Paolo got out of his own car and into the driverâs seat of her BMW.
She kissed him on both cheeks. âHello, Paolo.â
It was the first time heâd noticed her making an effort to look good for him. She wore a simple powder-blue silk shift dress that accentuated her slim, athletic figure, under a tight, indigo denim jacket. Her blond hair was freshly washed and blow-dried, her eyes made up with dark gray eye shadow that gave her a knowing, confident air.
When their eyes met, he could already see her desire. Despite himself, he felt the dull ache of his own interest awakened.
This was twisted, he thought grimly. He was twisted.
He went for distraction. âWhatâs the deal with this cabin?â
âHotels are never entirely safe. Good ones, I might get recognized. Crummy ones, the walls are too thin.â She fixed him with a sensuous smile. âIâd rather enjoy the opportunity to feel totally uninhibited.â
Paolo reversed the car. Uncomfortably, he wondered how much more uninhibited she could possibly be.
They continued a little farther north along the coastalroad, and then turned off onto Malibu Canyon Road. Meredith selected a Madonna playlist, pushed her seat way back, and leaned toward Paolo, her eyes and lips relaxed from