I? Why didnât I ever meet them?â
Dad took a deep breath. âWe eloped and got married by a justice of the peace. No fancy wedding, no pictures. She said she didnât want anyâshe wanted to live the moment, not pose for it with photos. She told me her parents were deadâshe didnât have anyone to come to a wedding. I was so carried away that I just believed her.â He looked up, and his grey eyes shone with tears. âI donât even know if she was telling the truth, okay? She said her maiden name was Thomson, but she never showed me a picture of her parents or told me where sheâd grown up. I wish things were differentâbelieve me, I doâbut I donât think she wanted us to be able to find any answers.â
I jammed my fists down into my jeans pockets as far as they would go and stared at the pebbly paving on the walkway. Even under the hot sun I felt cold inside. Why hadnât Mom told Dad about her family? I couldnât understand, and it scared me.
âBill?â Mrs. Hambrick said. âAlexander? Are you two all right?â
Her friends had gone, and she stood there looking concerned. I wanted to tell her, No, Iâm not okay, and my dadâs not okay, and itâs all your fault! But I couldnât say anything.
âWe were just talking about going to the battlefield tomorrow,â Dad told her, blinking hard before he turned away from me.
I could have said I wouldnât go. I could have told Mrs. Hambrick I couldnât care less about her stupid Civil War, or War Between the States, or whatever they wanted to call it. But I remembered the ghosts last night, with their wide-brimmed hats and their rifles glinting in the moonlight. Maybe they were soldiers from the War.
âItâs almost the anniversary of the end of the siege of Petersburg,â Mrs. Hambrick said, her face relaxing a little. âThey have reenactors do living history demonstrations at the battlefieldâIâm sure youâll like it, Alexander.â
I could feel Dadâs eyes on me, willing me to be polite. I just followed Dad and Mrs. Hambrick down the wide wooden steps to the parking lot below as she talked. I wasnât interested in living history shows. I was interested in the ghosts.
Before Mom left, Iâd never said anything to Dad about the Indian ghosts I saw. But the first summer after she left, Iâd felt the cold and smelled the tang of oranges again. When I found myself shivering in the July heat, I knew I was looking into another window through time.
I saw the grassy Indiana field grow wet in the afternoon sun, until it turned into a swamp, with clear water in the middle and muddy places near the banks. Men led horses across it, men in rusty armor with puffy sleeves, wearing curved helmets on their heads. Some men inched across rickety wooden bridges, swaying above the deepest parts of the water. At the far bank, men tugged at the horses, knee-deep in sticky mud. I was so excited, I ran and told Dad, and he smiled at me, the bluish light from his computer monitor turning his face pale.
âI can almost see the soldiers the way you describe them,â he said. âDe Sotoâs men, right? Where did you hear about them?â
âI didnât hear about them,â I tried to tell him. âTheyâre thereâyou can see them if you donât mind the cold. Itâs like looking through a window. Mom said I could see ghosts!â
His face closed up then, crumpling like a spelling test littered with mistakes. âWas that a game you two played?â His voice sounded rusty. Then he swallowed and said, âIt sounds like fun.â
âItâs not a gameâI saw them!â
âOkay, Defender of the Galaxy,â he said dully. âIâm sure you did.â But as he turned back to his computer, I knew he didnât believe me. When I ran outside again, the soldiers were gone and the swamp had