here.â
âYouâre telling me that nobody in your building knew a twelve-year-old boy was living by himself?â
Jayson shook his head. âWe never got to really know anyone else at the Pines.â
âAnd your friends? Nobody asked about your mom?â
âIf they had, I wouldâve told them she was sick but getting better.â
âWhat about your teachers?â
âIf you do good enough at school, they leave you alone. Richie signed my papers once before he left. Iâve been doing it since then.â
âA seventh grader living on his own. No one noticed. Thatâs sad.â
Jayson just shrugged.
âWhat were you doing for food?â
Jayson stared at the floor. âI stole.â
Ms. Moretti took her glasses off her head and put them on, like she needed something to do with her hands while she thought of what she wanted to say next. Jayson could see the pity in her eyes.
âI donât need you feeling sorry for me,â he said. âIâm all right.â
âYou are? How can that be?â she said in a soft voice.
âIâm not, actually,â Jayson said. âIâm hungry.â
She said she could do something about that, and asked him what he liked on his pizza.
âPepperoni,â he said.
Ms. Moretti nodded.
âAnd sausage,â Jayson added.
She smiled. âAnd sausage.â
After she called in the order, she said, âYou mind if I ask one more question, just for now?â
Jayson sighed. âYouâre going to ask it no matter what I say.â
âWhat were you going to do when you couldnât pay the rent or the bills?â
Just like that, he wanted to cry. He could feel the tears coming, knew he was too tired to fight them back. But he tried, using anger like he always did.
âI donât know!â
he yelled across the desk. âOkay? I canât answer the questions youâre asking me!â
Ms. Moretti was silent. Jayson expected her to get angry back. Instead, she reached out her hand toward his and said, âOkay.â
Thatâs when Jayson lost his fight against the tears.
They ate the pizza in silence at her desk, Ms. Moretti giving Jayson a cold Snapple from the refrigerator in her office to go with it. The pizza was good, and still hot when the kid brought it.
When they finished eating, Jayson looked at Ms. Moretti and said, âWhat happens now?â
She said, âI make some calls.â
âTo who?â
âTo the potential foster care parents on my list.â
âTo see if any of
them
want to take pity on me?â
âTo see if any of them want to help you get the life you deserve,â she answered.
Then: âWould you mind sitting in my outer office for a few minutes?â
âDo I have a choice?â
âThe choice youâre about to make is about a better life,â she said.
âWho says I wonât run away once Iâm out of here?â
âNo one. And if you did, I donât think I could catch you, even though I played some high school basketball myself,â she said. âBut the two policemen out front probably can.â
He shrugged. âWhatever.â
âI think there are some copies of
Sports Illustrated
out there.â
âAwesome,â he said sarcastically.
Truthfully, he was too tired to bolt, but he didnât tell her that. The boy who never seemed to get tired on a basketball court, who was always going at full speed when the other guys in the game were starting to slow down, was tired now. Or beat. Or beaten down. He couldnât decide which. He just thought he could go to sleep right now, without even knowing where heâd end up tonight.
He took a seat in one of the chairs outside and closed his eyes. After about ten minutes Ms. Moretti came out of her office and said, âWell, that didnât take long.â
âAwesome,â he said again.
He didnât believe