DeâRon a fake smile.
He sat down, waited for DeâRon to come back with both boxes, and tried on the Mad Handle 2s first. He took his timelacing them up, hoping that DeâRon would go help somebody else, a
paying
customer, and maybe even forget that Jayson was here.
âHow those feel?â DeâRon said when Jayson had both of them on.
âReal sweet,â Jayson said. âNow letâs try the others.â Then he went through the same slow process with the Zooms.
âHow those feel?â DeâRon said.
âJust as sweet.â
âWalk around on them a little bit to make sure.â
Jayson made sure not to walk toward the door; he walked toward the back of the store instead. It felt even more crowded in here now than when he first came in. Even the music seemed louder. Jayson gave one quick look back, saw DeâRon talking to another customer, smiling and nodding, and told himself that he couldnât feel bad here the way he did when he was stealing food from Mr. Karliniâs store. Told himself that he was just doing what he had to do to survive. That he needed basketball to survive as much as he needed food.
He waited until he caught DeâRonâs eye, gave him another fake smile, came back to where heâd been sitting.
âIâm not sure. Theyâre a little bit tight now that I walk in them. Iâd better try the Handles on one more time,â Jayson said. âSomebody told me once, if they donât fit in the store, theyâll never fit. And, you know, theyâve got to be
just right
.â
âTell me about it. You a player?â
âYeah.â
âWhereabouts?â
âAkersville.â
Lying really was like ball. More you did it, better you got at it.
Jayson tried the Adidas back on, shook his head, put the Zooms on, and frowned. DeâRon seemed to be losing interest; there were other people waiting to be helped.
âCan I try the next half-size up?â Jayson asked. âJust so I can make sure?â
âLemme make sure weâve got them,â DeâRon said.
Now DeâRon was the one walking toward the back of the store. Jayson turned and looked at the front door, saw a man and woman about to come through it with their daughter.
Now.
This was like an opening in a game, the daylight you got between defenders, one that opened fast and closed even faster.
He walked toward the exit, telling himself not to hurry, and held the door open for the little girl. The mom said, âWell, thank you! Maybe manners arenât dead in our little town after all.â
âYouâre welcome.â Jayson kept his head down and waited for the whole family to enter, then calmly walked out the door, like he was on the court, using them as a screen.
Not even breathing now.
Heâd scoped out Main Street before entering the store, knew that the closest side street was to his left when he gotout on the sidewalk. Heâd seen that there was a pretty long block once you turned the corner, with more side streets splitting off from there.
Jayson walked left, heart pounding, still telling himself not to hurry when what he really wanted to do was run. The one thing heâd stopped to do once he got outside was pull down his sweatpants so theyâd cover the white of the new sneakers, which he imagined were brighter than headlights on a car.
Once he made the left at the corner,
then
he was going to run, to use his speed when he needed it the most.
Almost there.
Thatâs when he felt a large hand clamp down on his shoulder.
âWhere do you think youâre going, son?â a manâs voice said.
Jayson turned around to find a tall white-haired man. He wasnât wearing a striped shirt, just a short-sleeved one that said âFoot Lockerâ on the front, and underneath that, âManager.â
âI was just looking for my mom,â Jayson said. âShe was supposed to meet me