marbles.
âYouâve got some worries on your mind, huh?â she said.
I was taken aback. âDoes it show?â
She didnât answer.
âI guess I havenât been having the best luck lately withâwell, with anything.â
âUm hum. Well, thatâs going to change, baby.â
âYou think so?â
âEverything in its time, honey, everything in its time.â
Mrs. Williams patted my hand then. I was crying, and I hadnât even known it.
Three young women laden with shopping bags walked up to the table just then. A lucky thing that they did. Because otherwise I might have unloaded my worried mind on Mrs. Williams. Which would have been incredibly dumb. Iâd known the woman for all of five minutes. There was just so much empathy in those old eyes of hers. She was friendly and funny and salty. But, oddly enough, there seemed to be sadness in her as well.
The potential customers began examining Idaâs wares. She went into her spiel and I stepped aside.
âNice to meet you,â I called to her as I began to walk away.
âAll right, you have a beautiful day, honey.â
I looked back, more than a little skeptical.
âJust look up,â she added. âSee? Itâs already beautiful, isnât it?â
She was right. I removed my scarf and let the strong sun play on the back of my neck. It felt wonderful.
I could do no wrong.
Yesterday was yesterday. Today, I could do no wrong. Or should I say âweâ could do no wrong. The Mama Lou doll sat there beaming with pride while I played my ass off.
I had planned to play outside the big soulless café on 53rd Street and Seventh Avenue for only an hour or so and then head back downtown. But the crowd wouldnât let me go. The case was fat with dollar bills.
One nattily dressed older man, hammered on martinis by the smell of things, had me play âSave Your Love for Meâ three times. With every rendition he would drop another ten-dollar bill. When he was young, he said, he had a terrible crush on Nancy Wilson. He was staying at the Sheraton, which was just across the street, by the way, if I was interested.
Then a lady in a fur asked if I knew Stevie Wonderâs âRibbon in the Sky.â Not really. I bumbled my way through it. Ten bucks from her, too.
Your girl was money that day.
I finally did close up shop, put the loot in my wallet, and walk to the nearest station for the downtown Lex.
Maybe I ought to buy Mama Lou a fur, I thought as the train whipped along. Keep her warm all through the winter.
At the 23rd Street station I took the stairs two at a time. And practically floated up the stairs to my apartment.
That nightâs phone message beat the one from the magazine by a mile: my old music coach, Jeff Moses, was phoning to say he had a regular gig for me, if I wanted it. I would be filling in for an ailing saxophonist, part of a trio that played three nights a week at a restaurant uptown.
Damn right I wanted it.
I ran over to my instrument case, tore Mama Lou from her prison, and gave her a big wet kiss.
âGood afternoon, Mrs. Williams.â I greeted the thin, dark-skinned woman wearing a red windbreaker over her brightly patterned dress.
âHow you today, honey?â she answered with a smile.
âIâm fine. Much better. And I just wanted to thank you.â
She furrowed her brow.
âLet me explain,â I said. âA friend of mine gave me one of your dolls a few days ago. Like you said, Iâve had a lot of worries. But my luck has totally changed.â
âWell, of course,â she said. âThese dolls have got some powers, girl. Powers we donât even know about.â
âIâm sure youâre right, Mrs. Williams. And by the way, do you make all these yourself?â
âJust call me Ida. Yes, I make them. Each one is different, see, just like us. But they all have the power. And Iâll tell you something