not slow. I pull into the garage as the door lifts. Once the door is down, anyone passing by won't realize the wooden facade is an actual carport, engineered and made by me for Chloe. I check the alarm—everything is still set. I disarm, and then re-arm in dwelling mode so I won't set it off. The place still smells like Chinese food when I enter, but I know that no one else has been inside since Caroline and I left. Caroline. She needs to know she's still in danger. Will she believe me? I ask myself this as I grab my old duffle bag and shove clothing inside of it. I take the cash I've saved for the past five months as well as my own valuables. I remove anything that connects my name with the apartment. Thoughts of Caroline war in my head with thoughts of escape. Survival. I did a good thing and now I'm running for my life. As always…no good deed. I make plans to find a hotel outside the city and find a way to contact Caroline. I have to warn her. I have to keep her safe. A thought comes to me to call the police and tell them I saw her attacker speaking to Mr. Black. I silence the thought because I am afraid. The Blacks have money…no, the Blacks are money. And I am no one. I'm just ordinary. And ordinary never really has power. The thought returns as I pack my car. I think of Detective Hernandez. Of the ones standing in that room, he is my choice. I must reach out to someone, if no other reason to protect Caroline. His card is in my jeans and I look for my phone. I placed it in my jacket in the alley. I find the jacket in Chloe's room and my phone on the bed. I dial the card's number and wait. "Central Station, Officer Hotes speaking." I swallow and take a deep breath. "Is Detective Hernandez available?" "He's on duty. But I can route you to his voicemail…unless I can help you?" "Voice mail. I can do voice mail." "One moment." But voicemail does not answer the phone. A woman's voice does. "Detective Pellis." I am not sure what to say. "Hello? I can hear you breathing." "I—I was going to leave a message for Hernandez?" "Oh yeah…I picked up his phone. But I'm here. I can take it down." I pause again. "Look, he'll get it faster if you give it to me." "Tell him Dan called…and I saw the attacker talking to Mr. Black. Tell him…tell him Caroline's still in danger." "Wow…that's cryptic. You care to elaborate—wait a sec. Mr. Black? The Mr. Gerome Black?" I start to disconnect. "Hey! Talk to me. I heard about the attack and but I'm benched and I couldn't go check it out. How are you involved? Are you saying he was actually talking to the guy that attacked his daughter?" "Yes. Please…we're both in danger. Just tell Hernandez." Time to go. I disconnect and shut my phone off. I tremble as I finish loading the car. At last I am done but I do not know if the one in the Mercedes is close. Chloe's security has cameras, but they are limited in their focus. I turn on the monitors in her room. The front door is clear. So is the garage. But I can't see the back. The alley. I want to leave through the alley in case they watch the front. But without knowing, I don't take a chance. I get in my car. It cranks easily. I need gas because there is half a tank, and it will take more to reach the border. I lock the doors and press the remote button clipped to my visor. The door opens. No one greets me. I wait a few beats before I ease the car forward and onto the street. I watch the door close in the rear view mirror. I believe I am safe. I have never been so wrong.
5
Cold water drips from a wide pipe above me. It strikes the cold ground beside me and I hear its tap. I stare up at the monochromatic sky. I have no memory of the rain, but the clouds look filled with it. My head aches as I reach up to touch it. My skin is hot and my hand, cold. My thoughts center around a series of questions. Where am I? Why am I? How…am I? A flash of light blinds me, but I know the images are