else about âem, baby. They only work when you ready for them to work. So you musta been ready.â
As she talked, she was subtly moving a couple of the dolls forward on the table surface. âOf course, some are a little more special than others. Look at this one here.â
âSheâs beautiful,â I said, âand she looks like she means business, too.â
âSheâ was a tall and lanky black oneâa kind of mamba priestess in an intense blue sarong and orange headdress. There was a circle of wire at her neck and she wore an ankle bracelet. She, too, carried a little medicine pouch.
Ida picked up the doll and pressed her into my hands. âNow Iâm not saying the one you have canât bring you what you need to be happy. But with this one, honey, you could rule the world.â
Quite a claim.
I had been playing my belief in Mama Lou for laughs, more or less. Even Justinâs credence seemed a bit tongue-in-cheek.
Was it possible that Idaâs faith in her creations was the real thingâthat she actually believed what she was saying?
âHow much?â I asked.
âSheâs a really special one, remember. But for you ⦠eighteen-fifty.â
Ida couldnât possibly support herself by selling these, I was thinking; I mean, realistically, even on the best day, how big is the demand for voodoo picaninnies? But on the other hand, she was a very smooth saleswoman. If she was able to play everybody else as deftly as she was handling meâwell, maybe there was enough in it to cover the rent.
I pulled a twenty from my money belt and told her to keep the change.
âYou are a sweet thing,â she crooned. âJust you wait and see what kinds of good things are gonâ come to you.â
I was halfway across the park. But then I turned back and ran over to her table again. âI want to invite you someplace, Ida. Iâd like you to come as my guest.â
âMe? Where you want to invite me?â
âTo hear me play. You like music, donât you?â
âDo I look like I donât? We wouldnât be nothing without music.â
I wrote down the address of the restaurant where my three-day-a-week gig was to take place and told Ida I would leave her name with the host up front.
âThis sounds like a pretty fancy place.â
I shrugged and made a motion with my hand that signified âDonât worry about it.â
âThatâs okay with me, girl. I got a dress thatâll knock âem out.â
I laughed. âCool, Ida. I canât wait to see it.â
âWhat kind of music you playâpiano?â
âNo. Sax. Iâm in this trio.â
âLord, if that donât beat all. I bet your mama and daddy real proud of you. Will they be there?â she asked.
I smiled. âNot this time.â
I put the second doll in my case, so that Mama Lou wouldnât be lonely. I just hoped she wouldnât be jealous.
I took pains, usually, to avoid Soho.
But I did have that $350 windfall, and the restaurant where I was going to be playing was kind of grownup/dress-up, and there was that one nice shop on Prince Street that sold some of the worldâs greatest black skirtsâblack chiffon skirts with lace overlays; black wool skirts slit up to where even your doctor shouldnât be looking; ballgown-length black taffeta skirts; tight ones, long ones, short ones. I like them all. So when I left Ida, I set off straight down Broadway to find something to wear to the gig.
My luck was holding. I even found a quarter on the ground.
I didnât hang on to it for very long, though. Before I reached 8th Street, an aged, pitiful-looking drag queen with big old feet hit me for money. It didnât even occur to me not to comply. I gave her the quarter and all the rest of the change I had in my pockets.
I was getting arrogantâspreading my good luck around.
CHAPTER 3
Repetition
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