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Don’t you want to see Mr. Garbage he’s gorgeous. Hurry up Steven he looks like a young Burt Lancaster. There’s something about a working man. Oh Steven he has muscles. / Are they looking up and whistling. /They saw me one told the other and then the other. / Are they carrying on and saying who’s that gorgeous blonde? / They wouldn’t waste their time on me. They know I’m not garbage.
    You shouldn’t look so disapproving Lavinia. It makes you look older and age will come soon enough to destroy that pretty face. A thing of beauty cannot remain so forever.
    I was not always as you see me now there were kinder sweeter happier times.
    I don’t mind that little smile around a persons face when they talk about me.
    Look for meaning.
    Sermonette
    MY 1 YEAR PLAN
    It matters not what men see. For they see but what is put in front of them.
    I’m a thousnd different people—Every one is real.
    The Moments
    Love On a Two
    Way Street
    Mother,
    Will you wake me up
    before you leave?
    I need time. I’ve got to figure out what I am.
    Candy Darling Candy Darling Candy Darling
    the manner in which you answer the question and not the specific answer
    Broad road to destruction.
    Do not allow the mind to be affected by the world.
    Human nature motivated by sin.
    Opposition to God is bound to be punished
    Following Godly will cost you
    1. Repent 2. have faith 3. Obey
    minimum—maximum
    annihilate the fables of mortals whose flimsy and gaudy pretensions, like silly moths, singe their own wings and fall into the dust.
    Necromancy—motive what is the motive. The motive of the crime will be displayed in the court.
    Jean Cocteau by Patricia Knapp
    The Ego has Two Heads
    Dear Donald,
    I regret to inform you that I have unwittingly been prodded into writing a paper to the benefit of your wife that she may benefit further from your pending divorce.
    Please realize that I regret having done so most heartily. The paper that is written I am sure will have no credulance without my testimony which I do not intend to willingly give. If impelled to testify I can do no less than tell the truth which I am certain would damage Mrs. (Sandy) Amerling’s case immeasurably. I do not quite appreciate the law which impels a man to be locked out of his own apartment which he has occupied and furnished before his wife.
    Dear Niel,
    It was so nice to hear from you. I’m glad to see you are doing well. Everyone from Mervyn’s class is doing well. That’s because they are all so good (not as actors, as souls.) Dana I know is in Japan giving the oriental populace a few thrills. Perhaps right now some suave Japanese man is showing Dana his junk. Some actors are so desperate to reach their goal that they never make it. I mean they reach their goal in the acting profession but never make it as people.
    Tell Maria I said hello. Has anyone else over there even heard of me? By the way I am in Jan. & Feb. Photoplay, Dec. Esquire Dec. Nova, and the March issue of Vogue ! I know I’m destined for stardom because when I walk along the street I sometimes see people staring at me and pointing. And the other day I overheard one woman saying to some man “I know where she belongs!” Also while uptown on a bus I had a tremendous black velvet slouch hat on, a trench coat, (knotted around the waist), and large dark glasses with aurora borealis trim, and when I put the two dimes in the machine the bus driver called me back and said “It’s thirty cents Greta.” Around the village I’m affectionately known as “the actress.” My friends have many pet names for me like Marlene D-Train to Queens, Mamie Van Doorway or Diana Doorways. Instead of Audrey Hepburn Tawdry Heartburn Tana Lerner. All these things combined (last week I went to IFA and was so glamorous that I overheard a man in the outer room gasp out loud. Also the receptionist told the agent I was trying to see that “this one