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juggler kind of guy. I should have known.”
    “You don’t have to answer any of the questions I ask if you really don’t want to. That doesn’t mean I’m not going to ask them.” He sat up straighter in his chair and tried to pretend he wasn’t interested in my answer.
    I heaved a huge sigh. I had nothing to hide. It wasn’t going to be in the documentary after all. David had already worn me down even though we’d only spent a short time together. After a few weeks I’d probably be telling him every dark little secret I had, while the camera took it all in for public consumption. “No, I’ll answer. It’s not that complicated, really. My mom killed herself when I was sixteen. Took a bottle of sleeping pills, and washed it down with a fifth of Jack Daniels.” I shrugged, the feeling of numbness pushing down on me even heavier than before. As the whistle of a boat sounded in the distance, I idly wondered what kind of boat it was and who was on it. Were they having more fun than me? Probably.
    “Alexa?”
    “Yes?” I mumbled, still staring out the window.
    “It’s okay if you don’t want to talk about this.”
    “No, it’s fine. Ask whatever you want.” I wish I could be on a boat right now, traveling to some kind of beach paradise. Maybe I do need a real vacation ?
    “Okay, so again—how did I not know about your mom? People have a tendency to talk about stuff like that. And I might not have been popular but I would have heard something—a whisper, rumor—something.”
    “I convinced the cops to not tell anyone.” I shifted in my seat, crossing and uncrossing my legs. “I mean, they still filed a report, they didn’t do anything illegal. But they kept it quiet for me. Even had the body removed on the DL.”
    I glanced at David to see a shocked expression on his face. “How did you manage that?”
    I felt my lips turning up into some kind of twisted smile without any conscious effort on my part. “Simple really. I blew them both. After that they were very accommodating to my requests. My services even bought me some time until my aunt could come live with me.”
    I stared into David’s ice blue eyes, which his inky lashes were fluttering rapidly over. “What?” he finally managed. “You—you’re making that up.”
    I shook my head slowly, my smile growing wider across my face. “Nope. I told you, I’m good at what I do. If I could have gone into porn then, I would have.”
    “But-But—“ David sputtered before going temporarily mute. He seemed to be having a hard time processing my words, which made me throw my head back to laugh.
    “Oh David, honey, darling…you really can’t be that naïve? Sex not only sells but it pays for almost anything you can imagine. I was lucky enough to learn that early, and even luckier to be so fucking good at it.”
    “Lucky?” David’s voice cracked like a thirteen year old going through puberty. His face then flushed with anger. “They took advantage of you, they—“
    “Sixteen was old enough to know what I was doing. And despite the circumstances that brought them to me—David—“ I bit my lip and thought about my time with those two young police officers. It had made me feel so good, so powerful…so special. “I loved every second of it. One of them even came back for more. He fucked me every chance he got, and in return he turned a blind eye to some of the shit Devlin got into.”
    “Devlin? Devlin Saint? I thought the two of you—“
    “Yep, he was my boyfriend,” I finished for him before he could ask the entire question.  “But he didn’t mind me being with other guys. In fact, he used to enjoy watching. It got him all hot and bothered to see me giving other men pleasure as long as he got to say when and where. He liked the control. He just didn’t like people knowing about it.”
    “Wow. Fuck.” David stood abruptly causing his chair to topple to the ground. He ran his hands through his dark hair and tugged.