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turned the key over and the Japanese import shuddered to life, as if startled out of sleep and annoyed at being asked to move. “C’mon, Big Bertha-san,” Ted coaxed, as he stepped on the clutch, thinking to himself I am Mr. Clutch as he shifted into reverse. “Mistuh Crutch-uh.” Sometimes he would just speak to his “Collola” in the terrible, racist Japanese accent of Mickey Rooney in Breakfast at Tiffany’s —it was the bad, easy, faux-tough-guy type of racist stuff his father loved to say just to piss people off. Ted hated that shit, found it offensive. But sometimes, against his better judgment, Ted felt something like a ventriloquist’s dummy, involuntarily speaking his father’s words. He might adopt an attitude or phrase out of the blue, like some sort of paternal Tourette’s. The possessed moments would pass, and he would quickly become self-conscious again, looking around sheepishly to see if anyone overheard.
    Music fought a losing battle through the tiny cheap speakers. The Dead. Almost always the Dead.
    â€œSaint Stephen with a rose, in and out of the garden he goes.”
    Ted sang along with Bob Weir in a decently tuneful imitation of Jerry Garcia’s vulnerable, knowing whine: “Country garden in the wind and the rain, wherever he goes the people always complain.”
    Ted pulled out of the lot and onto the darkening streets of the Bronx. Singing—“Did it matter, does it now? Stephen would answer if he only knew how.”

 
    4.
    Ted’s fourth-floor walk-up was like a stationary version of Ted’s car. It was the Brokedown Palace Toyota Corolla of domiciles. Ceiling-high stacks of The New York Review of Books did a fine job of cutting down the draft in the old tenement during winter. A bare lightbulb swayed above the sink and there was an arsenic-green pleather Castro Convertibles couch/bed that you could say had seen better days, which would imply that it had once had better days, which was up for debate. Windows were blacked out, books strewn everywhere, and yellow legal pads covered in what looked to be the tiny, furious scrawl of a madman. A typewriter sat on a card table, no paper loaded. And of course the omnipresent bags of Yankee peanuts, some written on, some yet to be eaten. In truth, his place looked like it had been designed by whoever did the Kramdens’ apartment on The Honeymooners. You half expected Alice to come bustling out of the bathroom to polite applause and for the fun to begin. Though there were some muted colors, the world in here felt black and white. Filled with essentials for a man who had no needs.
    The sole, whimsical nod to life outside this room was an old TV sitting on a chair facing the couch, a metal coat hanger tortured into a pyramidal shape as a replacement antenna. Because the TV was manufactured by Emerson, Ted called it the “Hobgoblin” (of small minds), and would never think of himself as watching the TV, but rather keeping an eye on the Hobgoblin. He rarely had it on. He’d grown up with Dragnet , Jack Benny, and the Milton Berle show and retained a certain nostalgic reverence for that bygone era, but he found that when he tried to watch the popular shows of today— Happy Days (Ted preferred the original Beckett version) or Laverne and Shirley —a great horror and sadness would wash over him that would seem to be at odds with those supposed “comedies.” He would watch the desperately unfunny antics of the appropriately named Jack Tripper (he told himself the creators must be aware of the LSD reference and not just the klutzy Dick Van Dykian furniture-tripping sense, but he wasn’t sure) of Three’s Company , America’s favorite show, and he would begin to sob uncontrollably, for his country and for himself. The only thing that soothed him from the boob tube was the local talk titan, Joe Franklin, whose low-rent set and sensibility, Streit’s