might both regret later.
But if she went to him now, with all her doubts and her troubles,
he might interpret her need for comfort and reassurance rather
differently, and that would simply create more problems.
'And just now I have as many as I can handle,' she muttered
against the moan of the wind.
She buried her hands in the pockets of her cape, her fingers closing
round the familiar shape of her small pocket torch, and it was that
which decided her where to go for her walk. Her original intention
had been to follow the lane round, perhaps even as far as the
village, but now she knew she wanted the open spaces of the
stretch of moorland behind the house. Even in summertime, it
seemed bleak, the few trees bent and stunted under the power of
the prevailing westerly gales, but Morgana loved it, in particular
the great stone which crowned its crest.
It was an odd-looking stone—a tall thick stem of granite with
another slab balanced across its top. In some guide books it was
referred to as the Giant's Table, but locally it was known as the.
Wishing Stone because it was said that if you put your hand on the
upright and made a wish, and then circled the stone three times,
the top slab would rock gently if the wish was to be granted. At all
other times, of course, it was said to be immovable, but Morgana
had always thought that a really desperate wisher could probably
give fate a helping hand with a quick nudge at the cross-stone.
Sometimes she'd wondered if there had once been other stones
there, so that the hillside above Polzion had resembled Stonehenge
or Avebury, until people had come and taken them for building.
Yet it was intriguing that they had left this one, and she had asked
herself why often. Maybe it was because they sensed its power, or
more prosaically perhaps it was because the cross-stone had
proved more difficult to shift than anticipated.
Anyway, there it stood, like a mysterious signpost to a secret in the
youth of mankind, surviving the initials which had been carved on
it, the picnics which had been eaten in its shadow, and all the
attempts of vandals to dislodge it, squat and oddly reassuring in its
timelessness.
As she picked her way across the thick clumps of grass and
bracken, the wind snatched at her hood, pulling it back from her
head, and making her dark hair billow round her like a cloud. She
breathed, deeply. This was what she had wanted—the freshness of
damp undergrowth and sea salt brought to her on the moving air.
Rob would think she was mad if he could see her now, she
thought, stumbling a little on a tussock of grass, but then he hadn't
been born here as she had. In fact she'd often wondered what had
prompted his father to buy the Home Farm in the first place.
Perhaps under his rather staid appearance he was really a romantic
at heart, remembering the pull of the boyhood holidays he
mentioned so often. Certainly Morgana doubted whether his wife's
wishes had much to do with his decision. Mrs Donleven's roots
seemed firmly grounded in the Home Counties.
Morgana was out of breath by the time she reached the wishing
stone. The wind had been blowing steadily against her all the way,
and by all the natural laws the stone should already have been
rocking precariously on its pediment. But it wasn't, of course. She
leaned against the upright, regaining her breath, and looking about
her. She could see the lights of Polzion House below her, and
away on the right those of the Home Farm. She couldn't see the
village, because it was down in a hollow in the edge of the sea,
where the surrounding cliffs provided a safe harbour for the
fishing and pleasure boats.
She thought suddenly, 'This could be the last time—the very last
time that I stand here.' She put her hand on the stone and it felt
warm to the touch, but perhaps that was because she herself
suddenly felt so cold.
It couldn't happen, she told herself passionately. This was her
place,