escape. That was why she had felt so restless earlier.
She flashed a brief smile at her mother as she passed her in the
doorway. 'I'm going out for a little while.'
'Just as you please, dear,' Mrs Pentreath responded.
Morgana went into the hall and on into the small cloakroom which
opened off it. Her old school cape was there, and she swung it
round her shoulders, pulling the hood up over her cloud of dark
hair. As she re-emerged into the hall, the telephone rang, and she
crossed to the reception desk to answer it.
'Polzion House,' she said crisply.
It was a relief to hear Robert's quiet 'Hello, darling. Just ringing to
find out how everything went today. What's he like?'
'Your guess is as good as mine. He didn't show up.'
'Well, that's pretty cavalier,' Robert was plainly taken aback.
'Hasn't there even been a message?'
'Nothing at all. We've spent the whole day on tenterhooks, and all
to no avail.'
'I suppose he could have had an accident,' Robert said slowly.
'We thought of that.' Morgana laughed. 'And at this moment he's
breathing his last at the foot of Polzion cliffs. I wish he was,' she
added hotly.
It was Robert's turn to laugh. 'Darling, what a little savage you are!
It's a good job my respected mama can't hear your fulminations.'
'Meaning her worst fears would be fully justified?' Morgana asked
coolly, then relented. 'I'm sorry, Rob. Your mother can't help the
way she is, any more than I can. And I won't say anything
shocking in front of her, I promise. I'm just a little uptight over this
whole business, that's all. And the atmosphere in the house is
deadly at the moment—Elsa prophesying doom all over the place,
and Mummy's trying to be optimistic and see a silver lining in
everything. I was just going for a walk when you rang.'
'In the direction of the Home Farm?' he enquired hopefully.
She sighed. 'Not really. I do need to be on my own. for a time. You
understand, don't you?'
'I'll try to anyway,' he said cheerfully. 'You know I'm here if you
need me. Perhaps I could pick you up later when you've walked
your blues off, and we could have a drink somewhere.'
'Now that would be nice,' she said. 'See you.' She was smiling as
she put the receiver down. Robert was sweet, she thought, and
she'd forgotten to tell him he was the fair man that Elsa had seen in
the cards, but it didn't matter. Gems like that would keep, and she
would enjoy telling him later, over their drink.
As she went out of the house, closing the side door carefully
against the gusting wind, Morgana wondered why she hadn't
considered going down to the Home Farm, because until Rob had
mentioned it, it hadn't even crossed her mind to do so.
Was she being totally fair to him? she wondered. He wanted to
help. The phone calls proved that. He was kind and concerned, and
he'd been furious when he heard about the entail, calling it a 'load
of outdated nonsense and prejudice'. And although she agreed with
every word, it wasn't what she wanted to hear right now.
Nor did she really want to hear him ask her to marry him, which
she suspected he might do. If and when he proposed, she wanted it
to be for the right reasons, and that was quite apart from the fact
that deep in her bones she felt they didn't know each other well
enough yet.
Of course, it might be that they would never know each other well
enough. She and her mother might have to leave Polzion and go
miles away, and eventually, inevitably, the gap that she and Rob
had left in each other's lives would be filled with other people.
Journeys led often to lovers' partings as well as their meetings, she
thought with a little grimace. And 'lover' was a strong way of
describing Rob, although she enjoyed the moments she spent in his
arms. He was a normal man with all the needs which that implied,
but he was not overly demanding. He preferred to let their
relationship proceed steadily rather than sweep her off her feet into
a headlong surrender they