chocolate. Withher graphic T-shirt and oversized lavender cords, Kai didnât look particularly dangerous, but he was willing to play along. After all, he was genuinely glad that although theyâd agreed not to date, he and Kai really could be friends. He still felt a little bit guilty that he hadnât been able to be a true boyfriend to her. Apparently he was so lame that he was still sort of semi-pining over Gaia, but shockingly, Kai had been totally understanding, and their breakup had been refreshingly drama free. One more reason why he was a total freak not to be with her. But it was okay. He was just glad that they could still enjoy each otherâs company. Jokes about killer couples on the lam had much more to do with her low-key attitude than with any lingering feelings for him, he was sure. He nudged a piece of cookie at Kai, but she refused it.
âI just ate,â she protested. âAnyway, itâs for you.â
Ed frowned. He couldnât get used to Kaiâs birdlike appetite. Sure, he had dated Heather Gannis, and she and her cronies had practically been
born
on the South Beach Diet, but lately heâd been spoiled by women with heartier appetites.
Woman, Fargo. One woman
.
He tried to push the thought out of his mind, but it was true. There was one woman he knew with the ability to outeat a trucker, and despite the fact that Kai was beaming amicably at him with electric-blue-rimmed eyes, he couldnât get that one woman out of his mind.
Gaia.
Was he destined to live out his days like this, impossibly hooked on a girl he couldnât have? He and Gaia had been friendsâ
best
friendsâand then more than friends, and here they were, things more awkward than ever. Sheâd gotten back together with her ex, Sam, or so Ed had thought (she swore they werenât involved, but it didnât take a genius to read the way they looked at each other), and now she was clearly being courted by Jake Montone. And she didnât seem to mind one bit.
Ed wished he could believe that the only reason Gaia was on his mind was because she had been acting so strange lately. The last time she visited him, she was skittish, practically afraid of her own shadowânot at all the kick-ass chick heâd fallen in love with. And she had seriously wigged when he mentioned Heatherâs visit from the CIA. So much so that heâd refrained from ever following up with her, which was a direct violation of their no-BS policy. He himself wasnât convinced that ignoring what had happened with Heather was a good idea, but he didnât think now was the time to dig deeper with Gaiaâand he didnât know who else to turn to.
So yeah, it made perfect sense for Ed to be thinking about Gaia in the context of a concerned friend, to be sure. Heâd have to be a coldhearted freak not to notice when his ex-best friend/girlfriend/who the hell knewwhat suddenly went from being crouching tiger to being afraid of her own shadow. But as for what to do about it, he had no idea whatsoever.
âEd, your call,â Kai admonished, her voice breaking into his reverie.
âHuh? What?â It took Ed a minute to recover from his little internal monologue.
Smooth, Fargo
, he told himself as he frantically swept cookie crumbs from the bedspread to the floor. âHere. All clean.â
âRight, âcause Iâm such a neat freak,â she said, smiling. âForgot the crumbs. Obviously you were totally captivated by what I was just saying. Listen: big-decision time. Daytime television gives us two choices: youâve got soaps or talk shows. Your call.â
And that was just it. Plain and simple. Kai always made the choices easy for him. But it didnât make him feel any more for her. It didnât make her⦠Gaia.
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