you have to do this application.â He shakes his head and takes another sip. âI donât know what bit of rebellion charged you off the rails but I have faith youâre going to keep turning this around. You are my son, after all.â
Now would be a good time to tell him, he happened to me, him and his hometown judgeâs bench ambitions. That if weâd stayed in Raleigh, Iâd still be at prep school and on track. But even as I think it, I wonder how true that would be. My old friends are always out partying, getting seriously wasted and not just smoking a little weed. Theyâre the quintessential bad, rich boys. Iâd never tell Dad, and Iâve only just begun to admit it to myself, but moving out here, to the mountains, may have actually saved my ass. Because if we hadnât moved here, Iâm pretty certain I never would have picked up the banjo. And what started as myown tongue-in-cheek joke has turned into more than I ever could have imagined.
I try a new approach. âYou want to play some music?â Itâs a little known fact that Judge McKinney can play just about any stringed instrument, if you can talk him into it.
He grins. âNice try.â The smile drops and he points to the computer. âSit.â
âFine.â The sooner I get this done, the sooner I can apply where I want.
CHAPTER FIVE
Make the plans
Steal the show
Figure it out
Iâm good to go
The next week is a blur. Every afternoon Iâve driven up to Sizzâs for a few hours to jam and hang out. So much so that Amber Rose is starting to get bent out of shape.
âSo where is it that youâre going?â
âI told you, up to Erwin to play music with some guys I know.â
âCollege guys.â Sheâs sitting with her arms crossed, her back to the concrete wall of the commons. âWhich means, college girls.â The sincerity of her glossed pout is questionable, but I guess Iâll play her game.
âCome on, itâs not like that.â
âWill, youâre not going to flirt with some college girl,are you? Especially since our four-week anniversary is tomorrow.â She gives a little humph and I know my correct next move is sweet words and pleading but Iâve given her the option to come with me. Sheâs said no every time.
âAmber Rose, you have nothing to worry about from college girls. But donât forget, youâre the one bailing on me tonight.â
âLike you care.â She shifts on the bench and lifts her chin. Itâs so cartoonish I almost laugh. But then I feel bad because sheâs right. When she told me she couldnât come to our house tonight for Devonâs little pregame soiree, part of me saw a chance. Tonightâs the night Flat Trucker said theyâd be out at Sizzâs house to jam and without Amber Rose around, I might still find a way to convince Amber Vaughn to come with me. No funny stuff, of course. I will not be that guy again. Not until Iâve figured out what it is I really want.
âAw, come on.â I scoot closer to her. âIâm looking forward to meeting your family tomorrow.â
She glances sideways. âYou are?â
Good question. I mean, on the one hand, yeah. I like people. Iâm pretty good with adults. Her parents own the one decent restaurant in town so the foodâs bound to be good. But the more time away from that day on the lake and the more time with Amber Rose and her clique ofschool friends, the more Iâm wondering if this is the right relationship. We really are about as different as a girl and a guy can be.
âItâll be great,â I say. âReally.â
She relaxes against me. âI like you, Will.â
âI like you, too, Amber Rose.â
She leans her head into my chest, all girl-smell great, and mumbles. âIâm really sorry about tonight, but you know . . .â
I put my arm over her shoulder.