imagining heâs bordering on lame.
chapter six
Thereâs quite a crowd at the gate. Trainers wait, asking if horse, then rider, is okay. Hands reach out to touch horsesâ sweaty necks and offer reassurance. Grooms stand ready to help take horses back to the barn. When the loose-horse alarm sounds, itâs amazing how many people emerge from the barnsâto see the damage, to pick up the pieces.
âYou okay?â
Em is at Lordyâs shoulder, her hand reaching up toward my knee.
My heart flutter kicks. Em looks genuinely worried. âHowâs Lordy? Did you see what happened?â
Maybe Emâs just worried about the horse. âDonât know. It was that gray mare of Geoff OâReillyâs. Flipped out.â
âRyan Murray got carried off on a stretcher. He did something to his leg, I think. He couldnât stand on his own.â
Legs heal, I think. It would have been worse if the rider had been unconscious. My stomach squeezes. White sheets. Bandages. The hiss of a machine squeezing air into someoneâs lungs.
âHeâll be fine,â I say quickly, pushing away the memories.
Lordy has decided itâs time to head back to the barn. Em is keeping up beside us, half walking and half jogging.
âHe might be a little off,â I say. âAfter the gray bolted past us, we had some trouble. When we cantered, he seemed stiff or something.â
Em scoots back a few steps and watches us. âLooks fine now. Are you sure?â
âIâm sure. I know what I felt.â
âBecause I canât save your sorry ass every time you have a bumpy ride.â
Em hasnât missed too many chances to remind me that sheâs the one who convinced Scampy to hire me back. I donât push it. Em will do the right thing.
âIâll wrap Lordy after I cool him out,â she says. âYouâre okay?â
âYeah. Nothing like a jolt of adrenaline to wake a guy up.â
Em laughs. âCoffee would work too. You want a cup? I donât want to put on another pot just for me.â
âSure. Iâll grab a cup after I ride Chiquita.â
Itâs a good thing Em sprints off between the barns. The minute the words are out of my mouth, heat rises in my cheeks. She doesnât need to know my thermos is still half-full. She certainly doesnât need to know that her offer of coffee makes me want to grin. I shut down the smile andturn my attention to getting Lordy back to the barn.
Whatever thought I might have had of a cozy cup of coffee in the tack room with Em quickly evaporates. Tony has his feet up on the truck bench in the tack room. The truck bench is one of several pieces of furniture that once had some other purpose. Itâs bolted to the floor beside a stack of milk crates. The top crate serves as an end table. The others are packed full of neatly rolled leg wraps, bottles of liniment and copies of
Thoroughbred Times
and
Blood Horse
.
Tonyâs eyes are closed, and he sounds like a sick diesel engine on a cold morning. The last thing I need to do is disturb his beauty rest.
The barns hum with activity. I rush to keep up with the horses that Em gets ready for me to ride. Scampy has also asked another exercise rider, Wee Jimmy Jump-up, to help. The spring meet is rolling along, and Scampy has increased the number of horses he wants worked each day. Tony reappearsat some point, but heâs in a sour mood. We all keep out of his way.
After Iâve ridden six horses, Iâm ready for my lunch even though it isnât even nine. Iâm munching my way through my sticky sandwich when I hear several loud bangs out in the aisle. Scampy yells, âSettle down in there!â
âWhoâs that?â I ask when a new dark bay horse with a narrow blaze sticks its head over the top of the stall door.
âDevil May Care. A Stunning Mate stud colt out of Pussy Winnow, a Black Kat mare from Johnsonâs