and Dick appeared in the doorway. My momâs face was flushed. I had the sense she wasnât impressed with my language choice.
âDid you hear what he said to me?â I asked her.
âNo, and we donât want to know.â Dick crossed his arms and gave both Nathaniel and me a stern look. âWeâre not going to get in the middle of you two. Do you think we canât see what youâre doing? Weâre a family now. You canât ask your mom to take your side any more than Nathaniel can expect me to take his. The two of you are going to have to work things out on your own, and I would hope that you could learn to do it without resorting to foul language.â
âBut sheââ Nathaniel started to say.
âNathaniel, remember your breeding,â Dick barked. Nathaniel swallowed whatever he was about to say and stood up straight as if he were in a military prep school. âHonestly, you two are acting like children.â
âShe wants this as her bedroom,â Nathaniel said, biting offeach word. âI was trying to explain to her that wasnât possible.â
I wasnât backing down. âYou said I could pick out whatever bedroom I wanted. No one is using this room, so whatâs the big deal?â This was the room I wanted. Not only was it the only room I could possibly imagine myself living in for the next year, it was also separate from the rest of the house. I needed some distance if I was going to survive.
âHow did you even get up here?â Nathaniel asked. âThe door to this floor is kept locked.â
âIt wasnât locked,â I said.
âItâs always locked.â
âOkay, you busted me. I jimmied the lock, just a little trick I learned on the wrong side of the tracks with my low-rent buddies.â
âIsobel, honestly. What has gotten into you?â My mom shook her head as if she didnât know me.
âThe door wasnât locked,â I repeated.
âThis was my sisterâs room,â Nathaniel said.
The air was suddenly sucked out of the space. My mom looked at me as if she blamed me for bringing up this awkward issue. How was I supposed to know this was Evelynâs room? It wasnât as if there was a nameplate on the door, and there wasnât a thing left on the walls or shelf that would indicate it belonged to anyone. Besides, why would her bedroom have been so far away from the others? I suddenly remembered the stuffed zebra. Shit. I bet that belonged to Evelyn too. The zebra was propped up nextto the duffel bag at my feet. It didnât look like anyone had seen him yet. With a silent apology, I nudged him under the bed with my foot so he was out of sight. I didnât need to be accused of poaching the dead girlâs toys in addition to her room.
âIf Isobel wants this room, it should be hers,â Dick said. I couldnât tell who was most surprised by his announcement.
âDad!â Nathaniel looked shocked. I could tell he had expected his dad to back him up on this one.
âShe can pick something else,â my mom rushed in to say. âShe doesnât need to be a bother.â
âWe canât keep this room a shrine to the past.â Dick gave a weak smile. âI should have realized a girl would want her own bathroom and some space to herself. You go ahead and move your things up here.â
âSeriously?â I asked.
âThis was Evieâs room,â Nathaniel said again. His jaw was tight and it looked to me like his eyes were starting to tear up.
âThe house is centuries old. If we saved rooms for all the people who were gone, we would have run out of rooms by now. Weâd be forced to sleep in the garage.â Dick chuckled, but I could tell Nathaniel didnât find the situation even remotely funny. I couldnât really blame him. His mom and sister hadnât even been gone a year and Dick was acting like it was no big