wishing
Iâd remained uncool and alone
versus the center of insincere attention
from the other kids, the teachers,
everyone.
I dream of my long-lost, simple past,
the way I used to dream of Becky Ann.
Like iron filings to a magnet.
AFTER
----
The gun mightâve been Blakeâs answer,
but it wasnât mine, as much as I wanted
to grasp hard onto any answer.
Hereâs what I know:
I stopped a massacre.
I stopped a school shooting.
Perhaps thatâs the answer
I never expected to find.
Perhaps that ought to be
enough for anyone,
even though it meant
surrendering the only
genuine friend I ever had.
Hereâs what I also know:
I miss Blake.
But I did the right thing.
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
----
A successful book is always the product of a powerful initial vision, some careful re-envisioning and adaptation, and collaborative input from trusted sources. With that in mind, thanks to my wife for sifting through countless drafts of this book and for reminding me to âget back into the mindset of a kid.â A very special âThank you!â is deserved by Caryn Wiseman and Mary Kole at the Andrea Brown Literary Agencyâtheir help at a crucial point in this bookâs evolution was invaluable and spot-on.
Most of all, thanks are due to Mary Kate Castellani, who provided both the gentle support and tough-nosed editorial feedback that this book sorely needed.
To the many others who helped along the way, a sincere and well-deserved âThank you!â
To Victoria, Valerie, and Veronicaâwith love and gratitude
Copyright © 2011 by Ryan G. Van Cleave
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