I shall never know, but I couldnât have had a more wonderful childhood.â
âYou know what we are, donât you? The Founding Members of the Ronald Waring Fan Club. I wonder why she went? Your mother, I mean. Was there another man? Iâve never liked to ask.â
âNo I donât think so. They were simply incompatible. Thatâs what Pa always told me. She didnât like him being an unambitious schoolmaster, and he wasnât interested in cocktail parties and the merry life. And she didnât like his being vague and immersed in his job, and always looking as though heâd been thrown together out of a rag bag. And he obviously was never going to earn enough money to keep her in the style she fancied. I found a photograph of her once, in the back of a drawer. Very chic and elegant, and expensive-looking. Not Paâs scene at all.â
âShe must have been as hard as nails. I wonder why they got married in the first place.â
âI think they met on a skiing holiday in Switzerland. Paâs a super skierâperhaps you didnât know that. I imagine they were both blinded by sun and snow, and intoxicated by heady Alpine air. Or maybe she was knocked flat by the manly figure he cut as he swooped down the mountainside. All I know is that it happened, and I was born, and then it was over.â
They were on the main road now, approaching the little station where Flora was to catch the London train. âI do hope,â said Marcia, âthat he doesnât ask me to go skiing with him.â
âWhy ever not?â
âI canât,â said Marcia.
âThat wouldnât make any difference to Pa. He adores you, just the way you are. You know that, donât you?â
âYes,â said Marcia, âand arenât I the luckiest woman alive? But youâre going to be lucky, too. You were born under Gemini, and I looked you up this morning and all the planets are moving in the right direction and youâve got to Take Advantage of Opportunities.â Marcia was a great one for horoscopes. âThat means that within a week youâre going to find a super job and a super flat, and probably a super tall dark man with a Maserati. A sort of job lot.â
âWithin a week? That doesnât give me much time.â
âWell, itâs all got to happen in a week, because next Friday you get a new horoscope.â
âIâll see what I can do.â
It was not a prolonged goodbye. The express stopped at the junction for no more than a moment, and no sooner were Flora and her considerable luggage on board than the stationmaster was walking down the platform, slamming doors and preparing to blow his whistle. Flora leaned out of the open window to kiss Marciaâs upturned face. Marcia had tears in her eyes and her mascara had run.
âTelephone; let us know what happens.â
âI will. I promise.â
âAnd write!â
There was no time for more. The train began to move, gathering speed; the platform curved away. Flora waved, and the little station and Marciaâs blue-trousered form grew smaller and then slid out of sight, and Flora, with her hair all over her face, shut the window and sat with a thump in the corner seat of the empty compartment.
She looked out of the window. That was a tradition, watching everything slip away, just as it was a tradition, when traveling in the opposite direction, to start leaning out of the window at Fourbourne in order to catch the very first glimpse of one familiar landmark after another.
Now the tide was low, the sand of the estuary a sort of pearly brown, patterned in blue where pools of slack water reflected the sky. On the far side was a village with white houses gleaming through trees, and then the dunes, and for an instant one could see the ocean out beyond the distant white breakers of the bar.
The railway curved inland, and a grassy headland swung into view while the