Marcia. She did, and finally passed. So when her husband regretted that he could not drive his daughter to catch the London train, owing to some educational conference which he was bound to attend, Marcia was able to say, with casual pride, âThatâs no trouble. Iâll take her.â
In a way, Flora was relieved. She hated goodbyes, inevitably becoming emotional at the sound of a train whistle. She knew that if her father were there, she would probably weep all over him, which would make the parting all the worse for everybody.
It was another warm and cloudless day, the sky as blue as it had been all year, and the bracken gold. As well, there was a sparkle to the air which made the most mundane objects as clear-cut as crystal. Marcia, whose thought processes were comfortingly simple to follow, began to carol in her fruity contralto, âOh, what a beautiful morning, oh, what a beautiful dayâ¦â and then abandoned her song and stooped down to feel for her handbag, which meant that she wanted a cigarette. The car, accordingly, weaved dangerously across the white line and over onto the wrong side of the road, so Flora said quickly, âIâll get it,â and found the bag and the cigarette while Marcia got the car back on course again. Flora stuck the cigarette into Marciaâs mouth, and then held the lighter so that Marcia wouldnât have to take her hands off the wheel.
The cigarette going, Marcia went on with her song.
âIâve got a beautiful feeling, everythingâs goingâ¦â She stopped again, frowning. âDarling, you do promise me youâre not going back to horrible London just because of me?â
This question had been asked every night at regular intervals for the last seven days. Flora took a deep breath. âNo. Iâve told you, no. Iâm simply picking up the threads of my life and carrying on where I left off a year ago.â
âI canât get rid of this feeling that Iâm turning you out of your own home.â
âWell, youâre not. And anyway, you can look at the situation from my point of view. Knowing my father has found a good woman to take care of him, I can go off and leave him with a clear conscience.â
âIâd feel happier if I knew what sort of a life it was going to be. Iâve got a horrible preconceived pictures of you in a bedsitter, eating cold beans out of a tin.â
âIâve told you,â said Flora robustly, âIâll find somewhere to live, and while Iâm looking Iâm going to stay with my friend Jane Porter. Itâs all been fixed. The girl who lives with her is on holiday with her boyfriend, so I can have her bed. And by the time she comes back from her holiday, I shall have found myself a flat of my own and a fabulous job and Iâll be home and dry.â But Marcia continued to look gloomy. âLook, Iâm twenty-two, not twelve. And a terribly, terribly efficient shorthand typist. Thereâs not a thing to worry about.â
âWell, if things donât work out, promise to call me and Iâll come and mother you.â
âIâve never been mothered in my life and I can manage without it.â Flora added, âIâm sorry. That wasnât meant to sound quite so brusque.â
âNot brusque at all, darling, just plain fact. But you know, the more I think about it, the more fantastic it becomes.â
âIâm not sure what you are talking about.â
âYour mother. Abandoning you and your father, and you just an infant. I mean, I can imagine a woman abandoning a husband. At least, I canât imagine anybody abandoning darling Ronaldâbut a baby! It seems so completely inhuman. Youâd have thought that having gone through all the business of actually having a child, youâd want to keep it.â
âIâm glad she didnât keep me. I wouldnât have had anything different. How Pa managed,