de alcohol.â Calls from the principal came on an almost daily basis â Aidan was always getting into fights, which I could never understand, because he was a complete loner. He barely passed high school. I think they pushed him through just to be rid of him.
âShe loved you, Aidan.â
âI donât know how many times she stopped Vince from beating the shit out of me. She ran good defence.â
More seconds go by.
âIâve missed you, Lyss,â he says. âI think about you, worry about you, all the time.â
Iâm not sure I believe him. Everything he says is only making me more confused. âYouâre the one who left, remember?â
âI know. And Iâm sorry.â
I stare back at him. Does he really not get it? What his leaving did to me? âIâm sorry? Thatâs it?â
âYou donât want to get into this whole thing right now, do you?â he sighs.
âI kind of do.â
âI promise. When the time is right, Iâll explain it all,â he says.
âWhen the time is right, youâll explain it all?â I repeat. âWhat does that mean?â
âTrust me about this.â
âAidan. You have to give me something, anything .â
Frustrated, he runs his hands through his hair. âThink about the day youâve just had, Lyssa.â He checks his watch. âI canât imagine how exhausted you must be. I donât know how youâre still standing.â
Itâs like Aidan saying it out loud suddenly makes it true. I hit a wall. I feel a little off balance, my vision blurs. I reach for the arm of the sofa and ease myself down onto the seat.
He starts to tug off my wet jacket. I let him. Then he unfolds a fleece blanket and drapes it over me. âJust lie down and shut your eyes.â
I try to keep them open. Just before I fall asleep, I hear him whisper, âEverythingâs going to be okay now.â
CHAPTER 5
M y eyes are closed, but I can still tell itâs morning. I burrow down deeper into the sofa, pull the blankets around me tighter. I feel a puff of warmth on my face, smell a bad smell. Still half-asleep, I drag my eyes open. A mass of ginger fur is all I can see. My heart stops. Before I can think, I swat at it with my arm. I hear a highpitched meow, the sound of nails scraping along the floor.
Aidan comes rushing in. âBeat it, Bingley!â He takes a menacing step toward the cat, stomping his foot loudly. âSorry,â he says to me.
The cat arches its back, hisses, and runs out of the room.
âHate that damn thing,â Aidan mutters.
Iâm now fully awake and sitting up. I toss back the blankets and instantly feel cold. My clothes are still damp.
âLast night, I left for two seconds to put your stuff in the spare room,â Aidan says. âWhen I got back, you were dead to the world. Instead of moving you, I just piled on the blankets and hoped for the best. Were you warm enough?â
I nod.
The cat reappears, stretches lazily, and weaves itself, nose held high, in and around Aidanâs feet like he owns the place and everything in it.
Aidan curls his lip and pushes it away with his foot.
âI never thought of you as a cat person,â I say.
âIâm not. Itâs Marlaâs. She canât have pets in her apartment.â
âMarla?â
âMy girlfriend.â
âYour girlfriend?â
He smiles. âYou seem surprised.â
âI, uh, am.â
âWhy?â
âIn all the time Iâve known you, you never once had a girlfriend, never really showed any interest in ⦠any girl.â I get up, attempt to fold one of the blankets. âAfter a while ⦠I just â¦â
âWhat?â he demands. âThought I was gay ?â
I pause. âIt crossed my mind.â
âWhat about Tammy Johnson? I really liked her, wanted to ask her out. You told me to stay away, told me that