âIâve still got to do the cash and stuff. Take your time, stay and think about what you want to do.â He gets up and goes to the door, flips over the âclosedâ sign, and slides across the deadbolt.
Click .
Instinctively my chest tightens and I sit up a little straighter in my chair. Iâve just let myself be locked up with a stranger.
As if reading my mind, he says, âDonât worry, Iâm not a psycho or a serial killer. Though the ârip his lungs outâ thing might have made you wonder.â
I stare at him, really hard, like Iâm looking for something, a sign.
He tilts his head and stares back, like heâs trying to figure me out too. His hair flops over one eye, and he brushes it away. Then, as if something dawns on him, he reaches for the deadbolt. âI can leave this unlocked, but youâll have to be in charge of chasing people away.â
I feel myself relax a little and shake my head. âNo, itâs okay.â
As he starts to make his way back to the kitchen, he stops and holds out his hand. âIâm Liam, by the way. Liam Stewart.â
His hand hangs there, waiting. I take a deep breath, slip my hand into his, and shake. âLyssa,â I say. âLyssa Thomson.â
âOkay, Lyssa Thomson. Iâll be done here in about ten minutes. Then, like I said, I can drop you anywhere you want.â
âThanks.â
I take my tea over to the window and watch the water rush along the street gutters. I have only one option. âDo you have a phone book?â I holler out to Liam.
âYeah,â he answers. âOver by the cash register. The phoneâs there too.â
The number is easy to find. There are a million Mackenzies, but the one I want is at the very beginning. I lift up the phone and punch in the number.
He picks up after the second ring. âHello?â
For a second I freeze.
âHello?â he repeats.
âHi, Aidan,â I finally say. âItâs me.â
CHAPTER 4
T he rain drums loudly on the hood of the car. A film of condensation covers my side window. With my finger I draw a happy face on the glass. Liam must think Iâm crazy. Weâve been parked here in front of this house for more than a few minutes and I havenât made the slightest move to get out of the car. Out of the corner of my eye, I look at him. Heâs listening to Arcade Fire on the radio and tapping his fingers on the steering wheel, like he finds nothing at all weird about this situation. Maybe heâs the crazy one.
I know I canât stay here forever. I erase my artwork with the palm of my hand. âThanks again for the drive,â I say.
âNo big whoop.â He sweeps his hair out of his eyes. âItâs on my way home.â
I still make no move to get out of the car.
Liam turns in his seat. âIâm not trying to be nosy or anything, but you kind of remind me of myself when I had to go for a root canal last month.â
I let out a laugh, more of a grunt really, but I donât say anything.
He rolls down his window and looks at the house. âThis guyâs your brother, huh?â
âStep.â
âMy Spidey senses are telling me youâre kind of ⦠I dunno ⦠anxious about seeing him?â
âItâs a long story.â
âIt usually is,â he says.
I reach behind me, pull my duffle bag from the back seat, then fling the car door open. My stomach cramps up. I know itâs nerves. I sit with my body half-in, half-out and breathe deeply. I donât care that the rain is soaking my legs all over again.
âHey.â He touches my shoulder. âNo matter what, heâs family, right?â
My head turns. He makes it sound so simple. âRight.â
But he must see something in my face, and his eyes turn serious. âDo you want me to come to the door with you?â
âNo,â I say quickly. âNot