brown hair during the ceremonial head shaving that serves as each freshmanâs âoh shit, high school really is overâ moment.
As battalion commander, Gardner had been reluctantly accepting the resignations of plebes since summer. He wondered why Travis wanted to see him, but never imagined that this day could be one of Travisâs last as a midshipman. This young man wasnât the quitting type.
Travis was disappointed about missing out on the freedom of college life. He would spend his weekends on academy grounds, which sometimes felt like a prison, and listen longingly to his sisterâs stories about constant parties and road trips. âIt must be nice to be out there having all that fun,â Travis once told Ryan, his only sibling and most trusted female confidante, during a phone call.
Chasing female midshipmen was frowned upon, and every time Travis talked to his high school buddies about their coed adventures, he was naturally envious. Of course, those same stories almost always involved alcohol, a substance that was nearly impossible for Travis and his fellow plebes to obtain.
One Friday night, a particularly desperate group, which included Travis, bet each other about how many double shots they could do of Virginia Gentleman whiskey, the only bottle of liquor they could get their hands on. In a notably futile attempt to prove his manhood and catch a buzz, Travis won the bet, but threw up violently the rest of the night and most of the next day.
Once Travis made up his mind about almost anything, there was little chance of his changing it. Given that Gardner was preparing to challenge his decision, Travis was an irresistible force about to meet an immovable object on the historic Annapolis campus.
âSir, Iâve given it a lot of thought, and Iâve decided to leave the academy,â Travis said. âI know this might surprise you, and I appreciate everything youâve done for me, but I think this is the best thing for my future.â
Gardner was shocked. He always tried to talk midshipmen out of resigning, even those he wasnât sure were the right fit for the academy. In this case, however, he would do everything in his power to keep Travis from leaving. As he cleared off his desk, Gardner was convinced he was sitting across from a young man who was about to make a serious mistake.
âTravis, I appreciate you being up front about this,â he said. âBut I have to ask why you think youâd be better off somewhere else.â
âItâs a bunch of things, sir . . . wrestling, schoolwork, missing my friends back home,â Travis said. âBut I thought about this a lot, and this is what Iâve decided to do.â
âHave you talked about this with your parents?â Gardner inquired.
âNo sir,â Travis replied.
âBut I thought you said youâd thought about this a lot?â the battalion commander asked.
âWell, I have, sir,â Travis said, growing frustrated as he realized his decision was being contested. âIâm going to talk to them as soon as I get home.â
After thumbing through Travisâs withdrawal packet, which included the midshipmanâs excellent grades, Gardner looked directly at his friendâs son.
âWell, Iâm sorry, Travis, but I canât accept this,â he said. âWhile I understand youâre having a hard time, like many others do, I think youâre about to do something youâll regret for a long, long time.â
âBut sir . . . ,â Travis began.
âAnd either way, thereâs no way I could let you do this before you speak to your parents,â Gardner continued. âI think you owe it to your dad, especially, to talk to him about a decision of this magnitude.â
âSir, he will never agree . . . ,â Travis said as tears began to well up in his brown eyes.
âI want you to go home for the holiday, relax, talk to your