sobbing.
Tuffman made Sparrow cry.
All my sad turns to mad. I must look like Iâm about to charge after Tuffman and drop him. Mary Anne grabs my arm and pulls it down, like itâs a leash on a lunging dog.
âWhatever you do will just make it worse,â she says.
She keeps her hand on my arm, and I know sheâs trying to say she feels bad about what Tuffman said to me. The tears jump from my throat to my eyes.
âYo. Forget about the jockstrap. Heâs just trying to get under your skin,â Mean Jack says. âWe got bigger fish to fry here. Has anyone seen the snake?â
Mary Anneâs face goes white.
Mean Jack takes charge. âMe and Maryâll finish up spring cleaning here. Raul, you go collar Sparrow. Last thing we need is this story getting back to the authorities.â
Last thing you need, you mean. But itâs hard to hate a kid who just saved you from bawling in front of yourcrush. And heâs right. Forget about Tuffman. Itâs my fault anyway. I let him get under my skin. I let him see what I was thinking. I have to be careful. Words arenât the only thing that can give my secrets away.
âCome on, Bobo,â I say.
She stands up and stretches. I hear her joints crack. As we head out the door, she puts her nose in my hand. Thank you, sheâs saying. You always know what a dog really means. Did you ever think of that? A dog canât lie.
Thereâs a drawer in my mind where I put things I donât like. I shove everything Tuffman just said in it.
I know where Sparrow is, and Iâm not gonna let him sit there and cry all alone in the dark.
When Sparrow feels bad he runs to Fort Casey. Heâs stealthy. Nobody but me ever sees him go. He dashes across the big field in the middle of the fort and heads for a bunker built into the hillside. The Blackout Tunnel is the darkest, blackest, scariest place you can imagine. If by some freak occurrence a prehistoric man-eating, bone-gnawing dinosaur survived the asteroid, then thatâs where itâd be living. Put your hand in front of your face. Now bring it so close that itâs almost touching your nose but isnât. If you were in the Blackout Tunnel, you wouldnât be able to see that hand.
I head out the front door. I take the path the new kid took, but nobody is going to call security on me because1) Iâm not what they call a âflight riskââmeaning Iâve never tried to run awayâand 2) Dean Swift believes in what he calls âpersonal libertyââwhich as far as I can tell is a fancy way of saying that kids should play outside a lot and grown-ups shouldnât bug them much. Over the front door he had me carve a sign that says Silva Curat! which is Latin for The forest heals!
Iâm warning you. Do not ask him about the forest and its wondrous ability to Heal children. His eyes will pop up round as boiled egg yolks, and heâll talk until your ears bleed.
I agree with him, though. Only, I wouldâve carved something different. I wouldâve carved The forest has secrets. I should write Mary Anne a note and ask how to say that in Latin. But then sheâd want to know the secrets.
I look around, remembering the feeling I had earlier this morning when the crows gathered. Itâs gone but I know itâs near. Todayâs Thursday. Woods magic happens Friday at sunset. Everyone likes the weekend. But I like it most of all.
Bobo lopes up ahead. The path drops off and she jumps down onto the driftwood pile. Her hind legs give way and I wince for her. She forgets how old she is. But a second later sheâs at the waterâs edge, barking at the waves.
A gleam down near Bobo catches my eye. Itâs black and shiny. As I get closer I see itâs a helmet. It must havegotten knocked off the kidâs head when he got tackled.
I pick it up. Bobo sniffs it. Her eyes ask, Good to eat? I scratch her ears. Youâll break every