one of your last five teeth on it, dog.
I set the helmet on a driftwood log so I remember to grab it on the way back.
Sparrow doesnât want to come out of the Blackout Tunnel.
âCome on!â I yell. Even if I didnât have Bobo, I wouldnât go in there. It reeks. My nose sniffs. I donât want to but I do, because thatâs how my nose works. I smell wet cat, reptile cage, park toilet, and something elseâsomething familiar. After a few more sniffs I smile.
âGet out already, Sparrow,â I yell. âIt smells like Tuffmanâs breath in there!â
Sparrowâs sputter of a laugh echoes off the walls and pings toward me like a bouncy ball. Thatâs all it takes with Sparrow. Make him laugh and his worries are over.
He races out, drops to his knees. and throws his arms around Bobo. She licks his face like itâs the most important thing sheâll do all day long.
âWhat took you so long?â he asks.
All the way back to the school he wonât stop talking. It turns out it wasnât just my joke that got him to come out. Heâd also found an awesome bone.
âIs it human?â he asks me for the fiftieth time as we head down from the fort to the beach. âI fink itâs someoneâs pinkie finger bone. Maybe the monster ate all of someone but was too full for the pinkie. This is all thatâs left. Poor guy. In heaven with no pinkie.â He looks at me and grins. âItâs a monster that only eats PE teachers.â
We could use a monster like that around here.
I think itâs the jawbone of a raccoon that a coyote must have dragged in there, but I let him ramble on and on about the very exclusive diet of his monster.
Why burst his bubble? Iâve seen some things in White Deer Woods that nobody would believe.
In fact, I am something that nobody would believe.
I shake that thought away. Itâs best to keep my worlds separate, even in my head. Look what happened with Tuffman. Just thinking about woods magic can get me in trouble.
On the way up the zigzag path Sparrow wears the new kidâs helmet. Heâs so small, it covers his head and rests on his shoulders.
âIâm Darth Vader,â he says. He holds the bone like a lightsaber and waves it in front of me. âRaul,â he says in a gravelly voice. âI am your father.â
I smile but I must look sad, because he takes the helmet off.
âYou wanna hold the bone?â he asks after a second.
I nod. Of course I wanna hold the bone.
Chapter 3
WHERE YOU DISCOVER PART OF THE FIRST SECRET AND LEARN ABOUT LOVE
After I drop Sparrow off at the deanâs office to find out about the bone, I look at my watch. Twenty minutes left before the dining hall stops serving hot food.
But to get to the dining hall you have to walk by the wood shop. Every day I do the same thing. I take one step into the wood shop, just to breathe in the smell of sawdust, and Iâm hooked. I get busy carving or sanding, and before I know it an hour has slipped by.
Dean Swift told me once about the scientific method.
âEverything you need to know is in front of you, Raul,â he said. âYou have to figure out the design. When a scientist wants to come up with a theory and prove it, he reads and wonders and observes. The truth is there all along, sitting hidden in the facts.â
Itâs the same with a carving. The carving is in the wood, waiting for my knife to free it.
The fishing pole Iâm making for Sparrow is almost done. This is my favorite part, where I take the fine-grain sandpaper and rub the birch wood until itâs soft as sugar.
My momâs hands felt that way when she would rub my back before I fell asleep. I miss her. It makes me feel bad to say that. I bet it makes you feel bad to read it. I donât want my story to make anyone sad.
So Iâll tell you part of my secret: I miss her a whole lot less now than when I first got