same.
Melissa Chapman was in the locker room changing into her leotard when I came in. Sheâs the exception to the rule in our class. She
does
look like a gymnast. Sheâs small and thin, even though she doesnât starve herself like some fools who want to get into gymnastics. She has pale gray eyes and pale blond hair and pale skin. She looks like one of those solemn elves in a Tolkien book. At first glance she looks delicate, but when you look a little closer, you see strength there, too.
Melissa gave me the kind of not-very-warm smileshe always gives me lately. Like she was distracted, or thinking about something more important.
âHey, Melissa,â I said. âHowâs it going?â
âFine. How about you?â
âOh, pretty much the same old thing.â That was a lie, of course. But what was I going to say? Yeah, Melissa, same old same old. Been turning into animals and fighting aliens. You know, the usual.
Melissa didnât say anything else. She just adjusted her leotard and started to do a few little stretches. Thatâs the way it was. We said hi, but not much more. It used to be we were very close. She was my second best friend, after Cassie.
âMelissa, I was thinking ⦠maybe youâd like to walk over to the mall with me after class? I have to buy a new pair of sneakers.â
âThe mall?â She stammered a little, and then started blushing. âYou mean, go shopping?â
âYeah. You knowâwalk around and look at stuff and check out the cute guys and make fun of the snotty women at the perfume counters.â
I tried to sound casual, like it was no big deal. In the old days, it would have been totally nothing. But now Melissa looked like a trapped animal.
When had Melissa and I gotten to be such strangers?
âIâm, um, kind of busy,â Melissa said.
âOh. Thatâs cool. I understand.â
But I didnât understand. Not at all. She started to walk away. I was going to let it go, but then I remembered: This wasnât just about a friend who had drifted away. This was about her father, one of the leaders of the Controllers. One of our most dangerous enemies.
I grabbed her arm. âMelissa, look ⦠I feel like weâve kind of gone in different ways, you know? And I miss you.â
She shrugged. âOkay, well, maybe we could get together sometime.â
âNot
sometime,
Melissa, thatâs just you blowing me off. Whatâs going on with you?â
âWhatâs going on with me?â she echoed. For a moment a look of extraordinary sadness darkened her eyes and tugged downward at the corners of her mouth. âNothing is going on with me,â she said. âWeâd better get out there or Coach Ellway will have a fit.â
She pulled her arm away.
I just watched her go. I felt like a complete and total jerk. Something had happened to Melissa. And I hadnât even noticed. She was my friend and something had changed in her, and I hadnât seen it. Iâd just gone my own way.
And now I was only
acting
like a concerned friend.The truth was, I was only paying attention for my own reasons.
I wasnât able to concentrate on the lesson. Not concentrating when youâre doing gymnastics can be painful. I slipped on the balance beam and banged my knee so badly I cried.
Melissa was the first one to rush over. And for about ten seconds she was the old Melissa. But by the time Iâd gotten back up, she was off across the room in her own little world again.
It was right then that the terrible suspicion started.
Melissa had been acting very strangely. Her father was a Controller.
I looked at her from across the room and felt a chill.
Was she one, too? Was my old friend Melissa a Controller?
I didnât go shopping after my lesson. I didnât really feel like it. Melissaâs eyes, the way she had looked at me, kind of killed my urge to shop.
I was supposed to head