died here. They worked hard, cooked rice, cast nets for shrimp, raised children, and now theyâve all moved on to the bounty of the afterlife. Thatâs what Lucille believed, you know. She was tired at the end, I daresay looking forward to crossing the water.â Mamaw sighed, remembering. âI confess, lately I might be ready, too.â
Harper leaned forward to grasp Mamawâs hand. âDonât go yet. We still need you.â
Mamawâs lips slipped into a wobbly smile, briefly, then fell again. âIâm having a hard time believing sheâs really gone.â
âIt all happened so fast.â Harper also felt deep sorrow at Lucilleâs swift battle with cancer.
Mamaw looked at Harper. âDo you believe in an afterlife?â she asked pointedly.
Harper released Mamawâshand, leaned back, and scratched her head, thinking this was a heavy conversation to have before a first cup of coffee. Sheâd never warmed to the idea of a God that rewarded the good with heaven and the others with an eternity of brimstone and fire. It seemed so unforgiving. Still, after much soul-searching, sheâd come to believe there was a higher being. Sheâd felt a connection to that infinite power this morning while staring out at the sunrise.
âI guess so,â she said with hesitancy. âI donât think much about it.â
Mamaw smiled ruefully. âYouâre young. You think youâre immortal. When you get to my age, youâll think about it . . . a lot.â
âI donât like to see you out here alone, playing solitaire and thinking of death. Itâs a tad morbid.â
âIâm not feeling the least bit morbid. Quite the opposite.â Mamaw patted Harperâs hand with a weary smile. âDeath is becoming an old friend.â
Harper rose and tugged gently on Mamawâs arm. âCome inside and Iâll make you a nice breakfast. Something warm.â
Mamaw resisted, leaning back in her chair. âIâm not hungry. Iâve just got the dwindles.â
âHow about I bring you a nice hot cup of coffee?â
Mamaw perked up at the suggestion. âWell, I wouldnât say no to that.â
âComing right up.â Harper paused. Mamaw was always an elegant woman who took great care with her appearance. She had been a leading Charleston socialite known for her extravagant parties as much as her polished beauty. To see Mamaw sitting on the porch still in her nightclothes, her white hairflowing unbrushed, wrapped up in a coverlet like a bag lady, shook Harper to the core. This was an outward sign of the state of Mamawâs mind.
Harper made a bold suggestion: âMamaw, while I make coffee, why donât you get dressed?â
Mamaw turned her head to deliver a stern face with a brow raised. âI beg your pardon?â
Harper rushed on, âDonât you remember, you used to tell us how Thomas Jefferson wrote his eleven-year-old daughter letters on deportment from France? He admonished her to always rise and dress promptly. Neat and clean and tidy.â Harper paused, pleased to see her grandmother was listening. âYou told us your mother read you his letters, and you read them to us. Why, if you caught us lying about in our jammies, you sent us straight to our rooms to get dressed.â
âIâm delighted to learn you paid attention.â Mamaw offered her hand in a regal manner. Harper took it and helped Mamaw to her feet. âVery well. The sun is up and so I should rise with it. It is, to paraphrase Scarlett OâHara, another day.â
Chapter Two
T he kitchen was as quiet as a tomb.
Here, in the kitchen, Lucilleâs absence was most felt. Every morning during Harperâs childhood summers spent on the island, sheâd wander sleepyheaded into the kitchen to be greeted by the clanging of pots, the smell of coffee, biscuits in the oven, bacon sizzling on the