certainly donât! Would you care to explain?â
No, Cesare answered in the privacy of his thoughts. No, I would definitely not care to explain. Once more he was caught by the way he had given his word to Tom Ellis. The older man was proud to the point of stupidity. Even to rescue his company he couldnât take a hand-out from his friendâbut his son-in-law was a different matter.
âIf Meggie marries you,â heâd said, âthen Iâll take your money. It will be a family matter then. But not otherwise.â
Tom had demanded that this deal was to be a secret between the two of them and, knowing it was the only way his stubborn friend would take his help, he had been forced to agree. But his loyalty to Tom was being worn away by his feelings for the woman in front of him.
Did she know how it twisted a knife in his heart when she had looked at him, first with that entreaty in her eyes, and then with the scorn that had replaced it? And what made it so much worse was the instinctive, very basic way that his body reacted simply to being in the same room as her. Every sense was on heated red-alert, his pulse throbbing heavily in his veins. Since the moment he had walked into the room to find her sitting in the shadows, he had been fighting the impulse to grab her and kiss her, plundering her mouth with the force of the hunger that had him in its grip.
But to act on that impulse would be the most stupid behaviour he could come up with. At best, it would annoy and alienate her. At worst, it would drive her right away from him, send her screaming from the room. With a violent struggle he pushed the uncomfortable feelings back down inside himself, stamping on them hard.
âCesareâ¦â Meganâs tone was a warning. âExplain!â
âYour fatherâs in a very tricky situation,â he began carefully. âThe state of the markets has just about destroyed the value of his investmentsâand the companyâs been having problems too.â
âSo why wouldnât you help him?â
âIâm not in the business of buying up failing concerns! If word got about that Iâd done it for one, then next moment Iâd have thousands of lame dogs at my door, looking for a rescue dealâa hand-out!â
Pushed to the limit by the reproach in her voice, Cesare flung the words at her then almost immediately wished them back as he saw her recoil in distaste at his outburst. For perhaps the millionth time he cursed the promises to Tom Ellis that tied him down, making him feel like an angry, frustrated fly caught in the imprisoning, sticky threads of a huge spiderâs web.
âIt isnât sound business sense, Megan.â But for Tom he would do it. If he got the chance.
âOh, and we must always put âbusiness senseâ first!â Megan flung back bitterly.
âI wouldnât have got where I am unless I had.â
âNoâyou wouldnât. But now that you are where you are, you seem to have lost all sense of caring about the smaller man. You used to have more charity than this, Cesare!â
âIt wouldnât help!â
Stung beyond endurance, Cesare couldnât hold back any longer. His conscience only added to the feeling of mental discomfort, giving him another reproachful twist as he saw her flinch as if he had slapped her in the face.
âYour fatherâs in too deepâand he knows it! He couldnât manage another loanâhe owes too much already to too many people.â
Her silence betrayed the depth of her shock, and his spirits, already low, sank right to rock-bottom. This wasnât how this had been supposed to go. But from the moment he had walked into the library nothing had followed the path he had expected.
âItâitâs that bad?â
Megan felt as if there were a thousand angrily buzzing bees swarming inside her head, making it swim unpleasantly so that rational thought was