Rational. Black and white. Stubborn as hell. Actually, come to think of it, my aunt Kiki is stubborn as hell too. I guess it runs in the family.
âYeah, hold on a second,â I say to the woman on the phone. I open the door to my room. âMom,â I yell. âPhoneâs for you.â I deliberately leave out the part about Kiki because I donât want to get into a whole explanation when I have none.
âIâll be right there,â my mom yells back.
When she picks up the phone, I hang up and stand at the top of the stairs, hoping to eavesdrop a little on the conversation.
âYes?â I hear her say. And then she says it again, but this time her voice is tight and tense. âIs something wrong?â she asks.
By this time, Lindsay and Samantha have come out to join me in the hallway and they nod as I put a finger to my lips.
âWhat?â Her voice is filled with alarm. Suddenly, Iâm nervous. Lindsay looks at me and I shrug. I can only imagine what Kiki did this time. I just hope she didnât get busted for smoking peyote again, because the judge warned her that he wouldnât be so lenient if he ever saw her in his courtroom again.
Then my mom starts to cry.
Now Iâm officially freaked out. Mom never cries. Ever. Sheâs a pediatrician. She sees sad, sick kids every single day, so sheâs trained herself not to get emotional about anything.
Example: when I graduated from preschool, our class sang âThe Circle Gameâ by Joni Mitchell. If you donât know the song, the chorus goes like this: The seasons they go round and round /something, something, up and down/Weâre something, something, something, time / We canât return, we can only look behind . Okay, so maybe I donât remember all of the words, but my point is, imagine a group of five year-olds singing some sentimental song to their sappy parents while wearing tiny little mortar board hats. Iâm telling you: Mom had the only dry eye in the house.
âOkay,â she whispers. âThank you.â I hear a beeping noise as she hangs up the phone, and then a heavy thud.
Four
When I get downstairs, I find my mom lying in a crumpled heap on the kitchen floor.
âMom! Mom, are you okay?â I check to see if sheâs breathing, which she is, and just as I shout for someone to call 9-1-1, she lifts up her hand.
âNo, donât. Iâm fine. I mean, Iâm not fine, Iâm justâ¦you donât need to call an ambulance.â Iâm not sure if she hit her head when she fell, so I check for signs of a concussion, just the way she taught me.
âWhatâs your name?â I ask her. âAre you nauseous?â
She pushes herself into a sitting position, then waves me away. âI didnât hit my head. I just, I just, oh my God! Kate!â She starts to sob, right there on the floor.
âWhat happened? What did that woman say?â But my mom just shakes her head. Now Iâm the one whoâs starting to feel nauseous. Iâve never seen my mother act this way. âMom, come on. Tell me what happened.â
âSheâs gone.â The words stick in her throat.
âWhat?â My heart is pounding, working overtime as my brain tries to comprehend what sheâs telling me.
âThey found her outside in a field, with a metal umbrella. The lightningâ¦â she lets her sentence trail off, but I donât need for her to finish it. I get it. My aunt was struck by lightning, and now sheâs dead.
In freshman science we learned that in just the few milliseconds that a lightning strike lasts, it delivers four hundred kilovolts of electricity. In other words, if it hits you, nine times out of ten, your heart is going to stop immediately. And if you do somehow manage to survive, youâll have deep burns at the point of contact, as well as a host of medical problems ranging from respiratory distress to brain