with a drunken homeless man. That moment of realization when the blade seemed to appear out of nowhere and plunge into the left side of his stomach was terrifying and painful beyond words. Heâd take a knife in the gut every day if he could just have Jeanie back.
He liked to focus on the good times heâd had with his daughter. Not the fights or sleepless nights after he had found a small bag of marijuana in her purse. One of his favorite memories was when she had turned twelve and joined a lacrosse club at her school. One game into the season the coach lost his job and had to move to Dallas. Stallings stepped in as the coach even though he didnât know the rules, strategy, or goals of the game. But all the girls, especially Jeanie, appreciated his effort and heâd never forget those sunny Sunday afternoons when they had practiced until no one had the energy to run up and down the field.
His first week coaching he tried to adjust and not yell at the girls like he had the boysâ football team he coached a few years earlier. It didnât take him long to realize the girls were tougher and smarter than the boys their own age. Finally he followed his instincts and the team became one of the most feared lacrosse clubs in the county.
The highlight of the season didnât come after the championship game. It was much earlier, after the second win, during a long Wednesday evening practice. The girls were filling out an order form for photos with the team mom, a lovely woman from East Arlington. Jeanie walked over to her dad and plopped down next to him, just off the field. For no reason she reached across and gave him a big hug. All she said was, âThanks, Dad.â It was among the most precious moments of his whole life and it was the moment he chose to reflect on while sitting on the hard bench across from the Police Memorial Building.
He was glad no one was around when he had to use his shirttail to wipe the tears off his cheeks.
FOUR
After lunch, John Stallings and Patty Levine sat in their office at the Police Memorial Building. The detective bureau on the second floor of the PMB was affectionately referred to as the Land That Time Forgot because the detectives rarely saw the new equipment and innovations the rest of the building enjoyed. Stallings didnât mind it; he had never cared about the condition of the office because he felt like a real detective needed to be out on the street working cases, not sitting around a plush office, chatting with the other cops about how much work they did. In fact, he usually felt antsy at his desk, but it was a necessary evil to keep track of all the leads he and Patty followed every day. He rarely paid attention to the detectivesâ comings and goings, but today he did notice the bureau was empty and their sergeant, Yvonne Zuni, was not at her desk in the small, separate office at the end of the squad bay.
His cell phone rang and he took a second to screen the call, seeing the name of the lead homicide detective, Tony Mazzetti, appear on the small Motorola phone. He considered not answering because he hated talking to the smug son of a bitch. Then he realized Tony Mazzetti didnât enjoy talking to him either and decided it might be important.
Stallings answered the phone and said, âWhatâs up, Tony?â
âI need your help.â
A small smile spread across Stallingsâs face. âReally now? You need my help? This is an interesting situation. Do you mind saying it again? I like the sound of it.â
âI need your help, Stall. Thatâs as much as Iâd like to banter back and forth with you. I need your fucking help right now.â
Stallings knew when it was time for fun and games; now Mazzetti sounded serious. âWhatâs wrong, Tony?â
âI have a body at a construction site in the south end of town.â
âYou need help on a homicide?â
âPatty gave me one of the info sheets you